As I linger through the hallway, drops of tears began to fall. I saw a photograph, which scene was clearly distraught; her torn compassion is a visible sketch of torment, the eyes… her weary eyes are obscure, a depiction of sorrow, hatred, and lingering agony. Her face shows no sign of bliss, her lips that yearn for someone to hear her cry makes an image of misery. Her arms stretched out, and her hands expressed the exhausting desire to get hold of something… of something she longed for. As I stood there, perplexedly stares at the photograph, millions of thoughts scamper through my mind; memoirs of a lost love become visible in my mystified mind. The coldness of the night suddenly enfolds my body; the long gone sentiment of being alone is undeniably stressed out. My mind terribly struggles with the memories of my agonizing past; the shattered sanity within my troubled soul cries for help. My senses insist to shut my eyes. But instead, my eyes were locked in the image in front of me, a familiar facade of a weak anticipation, a memento of my discarded past, and a chaotic phase of my uncluttered existence. I found myself wondering if what I’m witnessing is just a dream, or maybe a lucid hallucination. The image is moving, as if dancing with my senses, uniting with the pain locked inside me. As if reviving the hurting scenes hanging in my consciousness… all those hurting lies and truths, the stinging truth that I deny. I refuse to believe in everything I see, just to save the gift to feel, to save myself from numbness, which I never expected to conquer me, my whole peculiarity. I am numb, but still I cry. I am numb, but anger is still there. One last stand, I have to clear my thoughts, and face the reality of life’s complexity. One by one, lingering thoughts of a painful past left me, the fortitude to let go of such memorable façade makes me turn my back on the photograph, another step away gives me strength to move forward and never look back… But, the last strand of emotion that mingles in the midst of my numbness defeated my eagerness in not looking back. My consciousness, in harmony with my hopes and fears, valiantly glance at the photo behind me. Unexpected scenario was envisioned, a revelation that stiffen my body. The photograph of the girl tormented by pain, a girl crushed by hatred, a photograph of misery was never a photograph after all, nevertheless, a mirror. As I blankly stare and saw my own reflection, drops of tears began to fall, I saw an image which is clearly distraught, a girl with torn compassion, her obscure eyes tormented by misery, a depiction of a girl exhausted of agony.
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posted @ 8/25/2006 02:06:00 AM ||eUniCe
will u settle for the one who has given u comfort when ur down.. or with the one who has given u ALL... not just comfort, not just shoulder to lean on...
sometimes, what we do, say or feel when we're mad deceive us. Sometimes, a new feeling, an unfamiliar emotion can actually be mistaken with what we truely feel.
There is a big difference between Love and Infatuation.
and Like is very different from LOVE.
We cannot teach our hearts who to love, nor who to forget.
Will you be satisfied if u know that whatever attention you receive is just a result of a frustration, just to get over with...
We cannot play with other people's feelings whlile we were curing ours... and it is not right to use other people just to take revenge...
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posted @ 8/02/2006 11:08:00 AM ||eUniCe
i wanna watch SUKOB.. lolz.. baka magtatawa na naman ako sa loob ng sinehan.. maganda daw eh sabe ni ivy..
haayy.. i wanna be a zombie.. haha.. wla lang.. its not that i wanna scare people.. hahah.. kakaingget lang ung NUMBNESS nla.. gets?
eventually, i'll get over this.. and if ndi ko ccmulan un ngayon.. kelan pa dba... being hopeful is different from being positive.. basta.. mejo magulo pa din.. though one thing is clear.. i've got to let go... let go.. and let go.. coz if not... anong mangyayare.. wla naman dba...
its just so sad... bsta.. memories are worth keeping naman eh... memories are all i have...
i wanne be happy na.. actually i have other things [more important things] to think about.. like our thesis , my ojt and ojt project.. okie.. hayz..
basta one thing is for sure,,
"i lose him because he is not for me, maybe because he is meant to love somebody else.. i lose him because i am meant to be loved more than what i deserve and be happy with someone better." - sabi ni joe d mango yan.. LOLZ
happy n din kasi i know ive fought HARD.. so hard.. atleast i know na may gnwa ako dba...
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posted @ 7/31/2006 02:47:00 PM ||eUniCe
it's a friday! so... pde mag casual... hihihi
ang dami pla nangyari ngayong week na toh...
MONDAY
9am - interview @ wireless services asia... it went good... i got hired
3pm - interview @ ibm libis... good as well
TUESDAY
enrollment, 12:30 pm ako dumating... konti lang naman tao and naayos ko kaagad yung sched ko.. nakakuha na din ako ng good moral, tapos i went to pbcom to sign the formal agreement.
and uhmm... naging single ako..???
WEDNESDAY
Nag start nakoh mag OJT... okei naman... mejo kakapagod lang tsaka boring... (IBM called to sarah, and nabanggit daw na accepted ako.. leche.. sayang un)
THURSDAY
Absent c mam hannah, ung isa kong supervisor, so mejo konti lang ginawa ko kasi ndi alam ni mam bolyn kung anu ba pde nya ipagawa saken...
FRIDAY
Ang dami kong ginawa sa office.. as in.. langya yan.. sumakit likod ko sa kakaupo...
----end
monday interview plang hanggang sa ang dami ko na kagad work @_@... ayun.. ayun lang.. wla na ako magawa eh...
Sana by Monday (July 10) kasama ko na c tetel sa office :)
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posted @ 7/07/2006 11:17:00 PM ||eUniCe
Today, is my first day of my ojt. hmmm.. interesting?.. yeah.. i will be working with real professionals.. and as a professional too... though.. im still a trainee.. teehee...
im not late.. though 830 na ako nakapsok since di kagad dumating ung kelangan kong hanapin.. plus.. wla ung receptionist sa front desk :p
sna nga wag ako mapagalitan ni ms. aileen... mabait naman siya eh, kea lang wla cya d2 sa building kung nasan ako ngayon.. andun sya sa ayala.. ako d2 sa buendia.. 2 buildings away from our school.. ANG LAYO NOH??? hahahaha..
mejo nabobore ako kasi ndi ako nagsasalita... ndi kasi ako sanay na tahimik ako eh :p...
pero.. kelangan ko pa den mag work syempre.. and kelangan maging busy..
this is also the first day of my singlehood(?) again..? uhmm.. im not sure... ndi kasi cya nag reply... so i dunno kng ano nasa utak nia... bsta ako steady lang ako...
good and bad?
yep.. pero malay mo...
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posted @ 7/05/2006 01:20:00 PM ||eUniCe
some guys arent really good in expressing their feelings... but once they did, you'll really FEEL it...
ever felt the feeling of belongingness and security? twas good ayt?
i believe that whenever ure into a relationship, u must feel secured and comfortable with ur significant other (?) cuz what's the sense of having him/her in ur life, if ur arent comfy whenever he/she's around?
just relax and have fun.. haha
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posted @ 6/26/2006 05:13:00 PM ||eUniCe
How do you cool your lips
After a summer's kiss
How do you rid the sweat
After the body bliss
How do you turn your eyes
From the romantic glare
How do you block the sound of a voice
You'd know anywhere(chorus)
Oh I really should have known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes
Your casual good-byes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face
That told me you might have some advice to give
On how to be insensitive
How do you numb your skin
After the warmest touch
How do you slow your blood
After the body rush
How do you free your soul
After you've found a friend
How do you teach your heart it's a crime
To fall in love again
Oh you probably won't remember me
It's probably ancient history
I'm one of the chosen few
Who went ahead and fell for you
I'm out of vogue, I'm out of touch
I fell too fast, I feel too much
I thought that you might have some advice to give
On how to be insensitive
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posted @ 6/19/2006 10:34:00 PM ||eUniCe
They say that we can't please everyone, but atleast we can please someone.. or just a few. If needed anyway. But what if those few are still dissing you, nag iinarte pa.. pak..
I dont even know the reason kng bakit sila galit sakin.. or ayaw nila sakin. I just need to please them. Basta, i have my own reasons kung bakit ko sila kelangan i - please.
One reason cguro kng bakit they "hate" me, is because.. ni "judge" kagad nila ako. hayy.. basta.. lech.... i hate my damn whole life.
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posted @ 6/10/2006 11:58:00 PM ||eUniCe
People change.. and that's a fact, no matter how hard they try not to, when they change, their feelings might change too. Life works in a simple yet complicated way. You were happy doing things that please you and the next thing you know you'll be in so much trouble or worse, be in pain twice, even thrice as much the happiness u've just felt. Yeah, s-h-i-t happens and most often than not, when it hit you... it hits big time. Ever felt guilty in the midst of one happy sunny day morning? Ever wonder why happiness come along but can't even get hold of it for long..? It's because behind all those laughs and bliss, you still have to feel the pain afterwards, for the reason we don't know, or can never even understand. One good cause is that people will never ever appreciate pleasure if they haven't experience aches in the first place. Why do we have to be happy and feel guilty at the same time? We all know that sometimes we have to be selfish for us to feel great, but afterwards we felt guilty because we know that it's not right. Well, how can I say that it's wrong if it feels so RIGHT? Or is it wrong all along? wtf?!? Why does it have to be this complicated if it can be so simple? Why does it have to be so brutal when it can be so nice, even just possible to be nice? Ironic? Why can’t I be satisfied and finally be happy because that’s what I think I deserve... I believe that everybody deserves happiness, especially those who have been hurt badly and was totally broken. Why can't we have good things last, and can't even own 'em yet you know that it really belongs to you.. why does it seems to be so hard, when for some it was just so easy, effortless, painless… are they numb? If they are, well, how I wish I could be just like them.. no worries… free… lifeless. "Life" isnt life when it doesn’t even give a damn about you after all...
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posted @ 6/07/2006 11:21:00 AM ||eUniCe
naniniwala ako na kapag nagbabasa ka ng mga books.. madami kang matututunan... pero bakit kaya ang tamad ko? hehe.. mahilig naman ako magbasa talaga ng books eh.. wla lang ako pera pambili..
tapos.. nakakatamad ung lifestyle ku.. walang nangyayareng maganda.. tinatamad talaga akong gawin ung thsis.. kasi naman, aku lang ang gumagawa.. basta nakaka walang gana...
naiinggit aku dun sa ibang bloggers na halos everyday madaming nalalagay sa mga blog nila... with pictures pa.. kasi most of them.. nagpupunta talaga sa ibat ibang places for fun... hayyzz. kainggetz...
basta.. tinatamad tlga ako ngayun.. bad3p
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posted @ 5/28/2006 08:20:00 PM ||eUniCe
recently... we found out(we decided actually) that we will continue our thesis till next term.. "wtf"...sinyang ko tong term na toh.. huhuhuhu.... well... wat can i do... tapos na eh.. i mean.. sinayang ko na eh.. may magagawa pa ba ko.. anywayz... kelangan ko mag focus sa CACHE thesi.. CASHIT... pak...
try nio toh...
http://world2.monstersgame.co.uk/?ac=vid&vid=31008204
woohoo... haha... masaya... mejo boring.. pero kk lang...
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posted @ 5/28/2006 01:48:00 PM ||eUniCe
ganda ng layout ko?... thank you.. bwahahahaha!
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posted @ 5/15/2006 11:50:00 PM ||eUniCe
Look at me
I'm in a place
I never thought I'd be
Don't have the strength
To fight anymore
Or a reason not to leave
So tell me why I still keep holding on
To something I just cannot see
What makes you stay
When your world falls apart
What makes you try one more time
When it's not in your heart
At the end of your rope
When you can't find any hope
You still look at her and say
I just can't walk away
Tell me what makes you stay
I'm not afraid
Of living alone
I was alone before he came
I've been in love
Many times before
But this time's not the same
I've always been the first to say goodbye
Now it's the last thing I can do
What makes you stay
When your world falls apart
What makes you try one more time
When it's not in your heart
At the end of your rope
When you can't find any hope
You still look at her and say
I just can't walk away
Tell me what makes you stay
When it goes this deep
And feels this strong
I can't convince myself
That this love is wrong
What makes you stay
When your world falls apart
What makes you try one more time
When it's not in your heart
At the end of your rope
When you can't find any hope
You still look at her and say
I just can't walk away
Tell me what makes you stay
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posted @ 4/09/2006 03:34:00 PM ||eUniCe
LOVE... is not just about silly words you say... it is about the GESTURES...
it is when you take that extra mile just to get there...
it is when you have the "courage" that you doesnt even know exist within you...
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posted @ 4/02/2006 07:45:00 PM ||eUniCe
current:
• outfit:: pj
• hairstyle::tied up
• jewelry:: none
• underwear:: black.
• nail colour:: black
do you:
• cut yourself:: wut do u mean?
• lick yourself:: no.. nu ba yun?!
• whine a lot:: not A LOT
• yell a lot:: YES
• have too many friends: MANY.. not TOO MANY
• want to die:: YES
• do drugs:: HELL NO!
•wear dark colours:: yeah.
• dye your hair:: nope
have you ever:
• worn rainbow:: never tried to touch dat.. but the rainbow color, yes i did..
• talked on the phone for over 3 hours:: more than 3 hours pa
• had a party with over 30 people:: YES
• cheated on someone:: nope
• wanted to cheat on someone:: nope
• asked someone out:: yes, my gurlfriends.
last person:
• you touched:: my hand? lolz
• you talked to:: my sister..
• you hugged:: baby paopao
• you kissed:: baby paopao
• you instant messaged: tincubus00
are you
• understanding:: yes.. (case 2 case basis)
• open-minded:: definitely.. WE HAVE TO
• arrogant:: yes to arrogant people.. no to those who arent
• insecure:: nope
• interesting:: i think so
• hungry:: not that much
• smart:: yes =)
• moody:: I AM.. super
• childish:: at times
• independent:: at times (financially.. definitely NOT)
• hard working:: depende po
• healthy:: think so
• weird:: at times
• difficult:: not really
• attractive: hell YEAH.. hahaha
• thirsty:: sorta
•obsessed:: nah
• angry:: depende
• sad:: yea!
• happy:: kinda
• trusting:: ahuh
• reliable:: yes
• self-disciplined:: no
• sleepy:: yeah
• lonely:: yea
info about yourself:
• what is your birth name?:: eunice kristin velasco
• what is your date of birth:: november 15 1986
• how tall are you?:: 5'2
• shoe size?::5-6
• brothers/sisters?:: 1 brother. 1 sister
• what is your favourite brand(s)?:: kamiseta,hb,cbh,penshoppe
• colour?:: pink. brown. blue.white.black
• soda?:: coke(vanilla coke)
• music?:: alternative.rak
• ice cream?:: vanilla. chocl8. strawberry
in the last 48 hours:
• cried?:: i cried hard.. shet
• missed someone?:: yeah
• yelled at someone?:: no
• changed your underwear?:: oo naman!
• talked to someone on the phone?:: yea
• been online:: yea.
• kissed someone?:: yes
• hugged someone?:: yea.
• last thing you ate?:: siopao
• talked to someone about somethingimportant?:: YES.
have you ever:
• been in love?:: yeah
• broke something?:: naman
• betrayed a friend?:: never
• played strip poker?:: no
• skipped school?:: class lang
• shot a gun?:: no
• smoked a cig?:: no.
• dyed your hair?:: no.
okay, last questions:
• who is sitting next to you?:: nobody
• killed someone?:: nope.. but sometimes.. id like to
• kicked your cat for the hell of it?:: no cats please
• are you bored of taking this survey?:: not really
• current location:: infront of the pc
• what time is it now?:: 10:17 pm
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posted @ 4/01/2006 09:54:00 PM ||eUniCe
You're sweet, but not naive -- though you like to be babied like a child at times. You prefer to have a bad boy by your side, but sometimes have problems understanding why he has to run off to take care of business. You want to settle down, yet deep down inside, you are excited by the surprises life throws your way. Take the What Pulp Fiction Character Are You? quiz.
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posted @ 3/31/2006 04:11:00 PM ||eUniCe
oo nga summer na.. wala ngang pasok.. may thesis naman.. HAAY BUHAY.. tapos walang pera, kasi walang allowance.. kasi nga walang pasok... bitter ko ba.. lolz.. May swimming daw ang freaks.. and idk kung makakajoin ako.. haayy...
dahil tinatamad pa akong gawin ung thesis namen, naghanap ako ng ibang pagkakaabalahan... akalain mong naisip ko na mag edit ng pictures ko... tinawag kong experimental masterpieces.. lolz.. visit this..
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posted @ 3/23/2006 02:30:00 PM ||eUniCe
http://home.att.net/~sheryl4/ST/ST.html
totoo toh
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posted @ 2/26/2006 11:22:00 PM ||eUniCe
pinapanood ko ung PBB ngayon.. and nagulat ako sa story ni bianca...
Sobrang gustong gusto ko si Bianca, coz she's smart, real, pretty and down to earth.. Sobrang hats off ako sa kanya kasi ang galing galing nya magsalita.. pati yung pakikisama nya with her not-so-good housemates.. Aside from keana.. an soOper love ko den, c bianca ung gus2 ko manalo sa pbb.. though ndi nya ganon ka - kelangan ung prize, kasi madami naman cya projects sa abs... anyways, kung di man c bianca yung magiging big winner, sana si gege na lang or keanna.. :p
Well, as i wa saying, nanonood ako ng pbb and yung pinakita nila kanina is yung weekly "sharing" nila, with ms. connie reyes. I was surprised nung nalaman ko yung tampo/galit nya sa father nya, and for me, para sa isang celebrity na katulad niya, mahirap aminin na madaming flaws sa family mo, or kung saan ka lumaki.. and sabi nga nya.. alcoholic ung dad niya, and until now, in denial pa ren..
8 years na since nung ndi na nila nakasama yung dad nia, and sabe ni bianca, "dahil sa selfishness nya, dahil sa kagus2han niyang ma2pad ung gus2 niya, nawala lahat sa kanya."
it was just so sad na ganon ang nangyare.. and ndi ko den akalain na may ganon na problem c bianca, for me, sa mga naging accomplishments ni bianca, masasabi kong napalaki cya ng maayos ng parents nya.. lahit na may problema sila sa dad nya...
anyways, hindi lang cguro c bianca ang may ganitong feelings towards sa parent/s... pwedeng hindi tayo lahat... pwedeng ako.. pwedeng ikaw..
lesson?
walang magandang maidudulot ang pagiging selfish...
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posted @ 2/25/2006 10:31:00 PM ||eUniCe
wla lang.. nais ko lang ishare ang mga kwento nung mga nakraang araw...
nung 14th monthsary namin.. meron kami class hanggang 9pm.. so wla kaming balak na kahit ano.. pero 8 pa lang pinalabas na kame,, so nag dinner na lang kame together...
kea lang parehas kami alang pera.. ahahaha.. kea mcdot na lang kme..
wla lang.. masaya naman.. nibilhan niya ako nung stamp.. ahihihihi
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posted @ 2/25/2006 09:43:00 PM ||eUniCe
feb 24. 8th week of the term... supposed to be, defense week na... BUT di pa kami tapos sa thesis eh.. tapos wala pang class ngayon.. so ndi namen mapapa check sa thsis adviser namen ung chapter1 namen.. and ndi rin namin makuha yung corrections nung sa chapter 3 and 4... kaya andito ako sa bahay.. nakatunganga.. naghahanap ng pwedeng gawen..@_@...
tunganga mode? ahihihihi.. ndi naman..
kea nga ako online eh.. ahihihihi..
hayy.. wala ako maisip na ilagay...
naguiguilty naman ako ng walang ginagawa para sa thesis.. feeling ko kasi sinasayang ko yung oras...*sigh*
actually, dapat madami ako ikkwento.. pero wala ako masabe eh...
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posted @ 2/24/2006 04:17:00 PM ||eUniCe
isang taon na pala akong nagbblogg.. lolz
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posted @ 2/18/2006 12:13:00 PM ||eUniCe
sana mahalin ka ng PRIDE mo
at ng DOTA mo
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posted @ 2/10/2006 06:52:00 PM ||eUniCe
have you seen that movie?
darrnn.. beautiffuuuLLL
sh*t
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posted @ 2/07/2006 10:01:00 PM ||eUniCe
uhmm.. naisip ko lang... ako yta ung may problema eh.. nasa akin yta ang problema kung bakit kami ganito...
ewan ko ba..
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posted @ 2/06/2006 08:47:00 PM ||eUniCe
In The Name Of Love..(yak.. haha)
I'd still remember
The day we first meet
There was love all around
You and me
You gazed me
Like the morning sun
Shining through my life
But seasons changed
Turned the sun into rain
And love was gone
Now we can't hold on
(chorus)
I did everything in the name of love
I did everything
But the fights went on and on
I tried to give in
But you keep on breaking my heart
Can't we just stop...
Make it right in the name of love
In the name of love
I can't remember
The last time you said
You will love me forever and ever
If this is true we should make it last
And start over again
We need to change
No more pride and the pain
You'd understand me
Coz I understand you
We need to change
No more pride and the pain
You'd understand me
As I understand you
I did everything in the name of love
I did everytihng
But the fights went on and on
I tried to give in
But you keep on breaking my heart
Can't we just stop
Make it right this time
In the name of love
In the name of love.......
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posted @ 2/04/2006 07:50:00 PM ||eUniCe
i am eunice kristin valonzo velasco...
and this is my life...
14 years ago...
i was only 5... nasa kindergarten ako nun.. kay teacher Glo.. the ever famous teacher Glo.. hehe..
sa mga panahong ito.. natutuo pa lang ako magbasa ng mabilis at magsulat ng maayos.. yung sakto lang sa kulay blue at red na linya ng notebook ko noon. Sa naaalala ko.. aalsi ako ng 5 minutes before 8 sa bahay, inihahatid ako ng pinsan ko sa school ko na walking distance dahil nasa loob ng subdivision namin.. at susunduin nya den ako pag 11am na.. pag uwi ko sa bahay ang naaabutan kong palabas sa TV ay yung kay tessi tomas.. na susundan nung sa APO hiking society na variety show sa tanghali. At pagdating ng alas singko ng hapon.. pupunta na ako sa layasan.. makikihalubilo sa mga kapwa kong bata.. at maglalaro ng, patintero, futball,mataya taya,two base.. at kung anu ano pa.. pag dating ng alas sais.. kailangang nasa loob na ako ng bahay dahil magdadasal pa kame ng angelus..
10 years ago...
ako ay 9 years old... at grade 3 na ako sa montessori.. ang section ko ay chyrstaline?chyrstalite? a basta may chrys un... tpos ang adviser ko ay sa ms. marasigan.. sa mga panahong ito ay nagiging pasaway na ako.. naaalala ko pa nung napagalitan ako ng teacher ko sa english na sa teacher jenn dahil hndi ako nakikinig at imbes ay nagdodrowing ako ng pocahontas sa likod ng aking notebook. Ito din yung mga panahon na ang field demo namin ay sayawin ang "total eclipse of the heart" na kung saan ang costume namin ay black na shirt/blouse at skirt na camouflage, uhmm.. ung pang army.. naka black shoes and black socks kame..@_@ naiimagine nyo ba? haha.. at may picture pa nga kameng 3 nina ivy at kimy eh.. bwahahaa.. nasa celfone ni byn.. sa mga panahong ito din kame ay madalas pag magbakasyon sa quezon, at pag nasa quezon naman kame, wala kaming ibang ginagawa kundi maligo sa dagat.. maglaro sa tabing dagat kahit tanghaling tapat, kumain ng halo halo, at limasin ang tinda sa tindahan ng tita ko.. bwahahaha...
5 years ago...
ako naman ay 14 years old, at nasa 2nd year hig school. Medyo klaro pa sa utak ko ang mga memories.. nyehehehe...
Sa mga panahong ito ko naransan na mamili ng kaibigan.. ng tropa... cypress ang section namin noon, at ang adviser namin ay si mr. yepez (gwapings un)... naaalala ko pa na ang unang ka tropa ko ay yung mga.. uhmm.. sabihin na nating bulakbol...ndi gumagawa ng assignments at ndi nag aaral kapag quiz. Hindi ganoon ang nakasanayan kong buhay ngunit unti unti akong nasanay... lagi kaming nasa bilyaran..pero after class naman yun.. lagi den kaming ginagabi ng konti (alas 7, gabi na para saken nung mga panahong un) dahil tumatambay sa festi o kaya sa bahay ng ka tropa.. anong gngwa namen? syempre..daldalan na may inuman.. ahaha.. pero ndi ako nalalasing dahil hndi ko kayang ubusin ang isang bote ng san mig light. hanggang sa nagsawa ako sa ganoong buhay dahil ayaw ko ng nagiging resulta ng grades ko.. sa tingin ko mashado ako naapektuhan dahil sa mga gngwa ko... tutal... kahit mga 3 months den kaming nagkasama sama.. hindi pa den ako close sa kanila.. dahil cguro nga.. hindi nila ako "kadugo/kalahi" kumbaga...
buti na lang.. nabago ang seating arrangements na napalayo ako sa kanila...
simula noon ay lalong gumulo ang buhay ko.. nyahaha.. ng makilala ko c elaine esmenda..katrina de asis, paula manese(dati ko ng kilala.. grade 1 pa).. ahh.. cnu pa ba..? basta cla ang natatandaan ko.. gumulo ang buhay ko dahil ang gugulo nila.. ahahaha... i mean.. makukulet.. at saka maiingay... dito ako "belong" dahil katulad ko, cla ay mga "goody goody" den ang drama sa buhay... at mas gusto ko nga na sila ang makahalubilo.. ehehe...
sa ganitong edad ko den naappreciate ang rock music/alternative... gus2ng gus2 ko noon ang incubus(hanggang ngayon naman)... ang red hot chilli peppers.. at believe it or not, ang limp bizkit.. pero noon yun.. gus2 ko den ang mga pinoy bands like parokya and eheads.. though malapit na madisband ang eheads sa mga panahong iyon...noon ko pa den sinusuka ang hip hop... noon ko den natutunan ang genetics.. dahil sa biology na subject.. natutunan ko den na kapag gagawa ng model ng "skin"(largest organ of the body) ay huwag gagamit ng kulay neon pink na clay.. LOL
a year ago
a year ago, 18 ako.. kahit 2006 na ngayon.. 19 pa den ako.. di pa ako 20 dahil november pa ang birthday ko.. ok?
pagsamahin na naten ang year 2004 at 2005...
year 2004.. (april - june) 4th term ng 1st year ko.. nagkaroon ng isang "liga" sa school dahil sa PE 4 namen.. at SAPILITAN akong isinali sa volleyball team kahit AYAW ko.. dahil hindi ako magaling mag volleyball.. marunong lang... hindi talaga ako mashadong "trained" dahil hindi ko den gus2 ang sport na ito dahil masakit sa kamay.. natatkot pati akong madapa sa court namen sa school dahil magaspang ang sahig at paniguradong masusugatan ang legs ko.. ayaw ko den mag knee pad dahil hindi makahinga ang likod ng tuhod ko (kung ano mang tawag dun sa parte ng katawan na un)... at ayaw ko den mag shorts.. lalo na kung white.. ok lang sana.. pero kapag "meron" ako.. sino bang babae ang gugus2hin na magshorts na white at magpatakbo takbo para lang habulin ang bola at ilipat sa kabilang court... gamit ang kanilang mga.. uhmm.. braso..wala diba.. pero sa kabutihan palad.. ay nanalo kame.. nag tsampyon pa.. dahil yun sa magaling naming trainor na si jarraine(ung baklang maganda)... sa taong ito ko den nakilala si kenet.. pinapanood ko lang den dati cya maglaro ng basketbol dahil peyborit ko an team nila noo.. bakit? eh kasi andun c kuya pyela na nakakatuwang magbasketbol.. parang nag ssoccer.. haha.. j/k lang.. peyborit ko un kasi ang galing ni melvin (ung boypren ni ate jac na ka team ko sa volleyball) sila den ang nag tsampyon... pero di pa kame friends ni ken nun/.. magka classmate lang kame yata sa stats.. basta ganon.. dahil den sa STATISTICS at sa LIBRO na GENERAL PSYCHOLOGY.. kelanga ko ang librong iyon.. at wala akong mahiraman.. nanghiram ako kay ate jac(nagbakasakali) at nagkataon na nandun c kenet sa malapit lang samen nung tinanong ko c ate jac...ang sabi ni ate jac ay wala cyang libro.. at tinanong nya c kenet kung meron.. "meron" daw sabe ng kumag(LOL) edi yun.. sa kanya ako nanghiram.. naalala ko pa na ng sumunod na araw ay nakalimutan nyang dalhin ang libro.. kea naman nung gabi ay ni PM ko si fiel para sabihan c kenet na dalhin ang libro.. sumagot ang pyelpyel:ikaw na..unis: ngek.. di ko kilala un.. di ko alam id nun.
pyel:bigay ko sayo..kenneth_dgreat..
unis: ayoko, kaw na lang
pyel:dali na.. para close na kayo..
unis:ngek! cge na..
pyel: cge na nga
at matapos ang ilang minuto..
pyel:nasabi ko na po
unis: salamat
maya maya...
kenneth_dgreat: ui sensya na.. dalhin ko bukas
unis:oki lang.. cge.. salamat
tapos.. un na.. lagi kami chat... usap den kami skul minsan.. nagbabatian lang.. tapos nung nagkaron ng unlimited ang sun.. usap naman kami sa celfone.. haha,, labo noh..
anyways... year 2005 naman...
hmm.. may magandang nangyari ba sa taon na ito?
haha... sa tingin ko wala.. puro sakit at pighati ang dinulot sa akin ng taon na ito... umpisa pa lang ng taon.. natanggap ko na ang pinakamasakit sa buhay ng isang estudyante... bumagsak ako sa unang pagkakataon... hahaha..
tapos... basta.. di ko na kelagan i detalye.. basahin nyo ang mga past POSTS ko.. malalaman nio...
year 2006
eto umpisa pa lang ng taon.. parang nararamdaman ko na ndi den mashadong magiging maganda.. at masaya.. pero sana naman magkatotoo na swerte daw ang year of the tiger ngayon.. SANA! hehe...
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posted @ 2/03/2006 11:10:00 PM ||eUniCe
ha... sobrang tagal...tagal...tagal.. na nung last post ko..
panu ko ba sisimulan?
remember my last post... "bakit ngayon lang?"
well, it seems na nagbago na naman yun ngayon..paksyet... naiinis ako.. kasi bakit kung kelan i'm ready na ulet.. gets?read: i fell out of love.... then i've recovered... then BOOM!it seems na walang nangyare... ndi nagtagal ung pagiging sincere nya just to HAVE ME BACKdats why
i'm confused... I really don't understand.... why?kung cno may alam how to get over with this feeling... with this confusion... i would greatly appreciate it, kung isshare nyo saken...alam kong nagsasawa na kayo na mabasa toh sa blog ko... cguro i've mentioned these words more dan a hundred tyms...NASAKTAN AKO.... SOBRAkelan ba matatapos toh.. i know nasaken na den yun... kaya nga ako naiinis kasi...WHEN WILL I STOP CARING?the answer? EWAN KO... hindi ko talaga alam... kung nababasa mo naman toh... i just want to tell you... cguro... sa ngayon nand2 lang ako... and alam mong MAHAL kita...pero... IN GOD's PERFECT time... i will learn HOW TO FINALLY LET GO...*sigh* taena martyr forever.... HINDI KO TOH GUSTO... PERO DI KO ALAM KUNG PANO ko PIPIGILAN KUNG ALAM KO LANG KUNG PANO gagawin ko... alam kong iniisip mo na nag iinarte lang ako...isipin mo nga: kung pag iinarte lahat ng toh... sa tingin mo matitiis ko ng ganon katagal? sa tingin mo gagawin ko yung mga kahibangan na yun? sa tingin mo isusuko ko yon ng ganon ganon lang? kung OO ang sagot mo...mag isip ka ulet...ano ng nangyare sa FINAL CHANCE na hiningi mo? i know at some point madami akong mistakes... pero kung maaalala mo.. HINDI KO INUULIT YUNG MGA PAGKAKAMALI NA ginawa ko saio... (as far as i can remember)sana ganon ka den...it will only cost you 12.50php to get there and PROVE something...but hey.. it isnt a surprise... U DIDNT CAME...yes u told me kng bakit di ka makakapunta... at sinabi ko den saio ung point ko.. bakit pag para saken wla kang magawa?pare this isnt a joke.. this isnt a game... 'anong ginawa ko? para mangyare saken lahat ng to?'now TELL ME...ano pang kelangan kong gawin?? ANO PA?[ im sorry kung kelangan ko pa ipost d2 ]
alam mo naman na sa gan2 ko lang naidadaan lahat ng gus2 kong sabihin sayo... i'm willing to stay kung makikita ko ulet sayo ung "IKAW" last september-december
kung may gus2 ka sabihin saken... sabihin mo.. TELL ME WHAT U WANT.. TELL ME WHAT YOU FEEL... [ You are going to come across people in your life who say all the right words at all the right times. But in the end, it's always their ACTIONS you should judge them by. it's actions not WORDS that matter. ] kung mabait ka saken ngayon.. ibig sabihin ba nun hindi ka na ganon bukas? It must not STOP there... it must be continously expressed as long as the feeling is still there.. mahal kita... and ganito kita minamahal.. and ganito kita mamahalin...At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world.Some are running scared.Some are coming home.Some tell lies to make it through the day.Others are just not facing the truth.Some are evil men at war with good.And some are good struggling with evil.Six billion people in the world.Six billion souls and sometimes...All you need is ONE.- One Tree Hill im praying and hoping that the ONE is YOU......my strength and weakness
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posted @ 1/29/2006 04:45:00 PM ||eUniCe
i woke up one morning telling myself na.. "duh.. it's over"
tpos... "huh? anong it's over?"
i started recollecting my thoughts and i tried to remember kung ano bang dream ko nung gabi na un...
pero wala.. wala akong maalala... then i asked myself again.."anong it's over?!"
until i remembered na the day before.. WE had a big fight...
but it's weird.. bkit ko cnbi un as in pagkagising ko..
then... akala ko.. wla lang...
after a few days... unti unti nkong nawawalan ng gana...
i asked myself kng sure ba ako.. and i think i am..
kng dati.. ung thought pa lang na "it's over""wala na" "hanggang dun nlang" "im alone again" natatakot nko... pero ngayon.. parang.. wala lang..
walang impact..
parang "and so?"
pero eto n naman sya.. bigla na nman nag iba...
kung kelan ready na ako kumawala...
sya tong ayaw...
well... LAST CHANCE... is all i can give...
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posted @ 1/16/2006 10:59:00 PM ||eUniCe
Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide,
No escape from reality Open your eyes,
Look up to the skies and see,
I'm just a poor boy,
I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy come, easy go,
Little high, little low
Any way the wind blows
doesn't really matter to me,
to me
Mama, just killed a man, Put a gun against his head
Pulled my trigger, now he's dead
Mama, life had just begun
But now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mama, ooh, Didn't mean to make you cry
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow carry on,
carry on as if nothing really matters
Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine, body's aching all the time
Goodbye, ev'rybody, I've got to go
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth Mama, ooh,
I don't want to die
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all
I see a little silhouetto of a man Scaramouche,
Scaramouche, will you do the Fandango
Thunderbolt and lightning, very, very fright'ning me
(Galileo.) Galileo. (Galileo.) Galileo, Galileo figaro Magnifico.
I'm just a poor boy and nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family
Spare him his life from this monstrosity Easy come, easy go, will you let me go Bismillah!
No, we will not let you go (Let him go!) Bismillah!
We will not let you go (Let him go!) Bismillah!
We will not let you go (Let me go.) Will not let you go (Let me go.)
Will not let you go. (Let me go.) Ah No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
(Oh mama mia, mama mia.) Mama mia, let me go Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me,
for me, for me
So you think you can stone me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh, baby, can't do this to me, baby
Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta here
Nothing really matters,
Anyone can see
Nothing really matters
Nothing really matters to me
Any way the wind blows
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posted @ 1/16/2006 08:03:00 PM ||eUniCe
yeah so... our thesis MAIN plan got uhmm.. f*cked up?!
we had to replace a groupmate... well... all our proposed topics will be gone too.. so as the groupmate TO BE...
and it's not that goOd....
xe until now.. wala pa den kame topic...
waaaahhhh..
soOper badtrip talaga ...>_<
we wasted our tym goin to that LIBRARY last saturday... xe pagdating namin noh.. sarado pala...
then we have to go to two more libraries this coming monday(well.. ngayon yun..) and tuesday...
tpos we have to PASS our topic proposals sa WEDNESDAY...
saya dba?
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posted @ 1/09/2006 07:51:00 AM ||eUniCe
i was NEVER selfish when it comes to YOU
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posted @ 1/05/2006 04:52:00 PM ||eUniCe
Your Reputation Is: Mystery Girl 
Men are attracted to your intriguing persona - and women want to copy it!Men See You As Desirable 
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posted @ 12/29/2005 07:40:00 PM ||eUniCe
tagal kong di nakapag post ah...MERRY CHRISTMAS... HAPPY NEW YEAR! what happened last christmas? uhmm... my cousins.(relatives,both sides) were here! isnt it fun!? hahaha.. as well as the preparation... huhuhu... bwahahahahah.. well.. once a year lang naman yun.. kea oki lang ^_^ ang dami tuloy bata dito nung dec. 25.. ahihihihi... pero wala akong natanggap na gift.. :p nyahahaha... ok lang... $caSh$ lang naman... LOLZ.. waahhhh lalo akong TUMATABA.... halos everyday akong bloated.... ang dami kasing food eh :x hehe.. cge next tym ulet!! kahapon: nagpunta nga pala c ken d2.. para ayusin PC ko... for the first time... nakarating dden cya d2 samin... hmm.. walanf formal introduction sa parents ko... kasi nung padating na kami sa bahay.. nakassalubong lang namin cna mommy na paalis naman... and if ever.. ndi ko naman sha pde ipakilala na boyprend ko siya... at naiintindihan naman nya yun kung bakit...LOLZ
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posted @ 12/28/2005 03:45:00 PM ||eUniCe
By Ginger Foutley
from the season 3 episode
She chose to walk alone
Though others wondered why
Refused to look before her,
Kept eyes cast upwards,
Towards the sky.
She didn't have companions
No need for earthly things.
Only wanted freedom,
From what she felt were
Puppet strings.
She longed to be a bird.
That she might fly away.
She pitied every blade of grass
For planted they would stay.
She longed to be a flame,
That brightly danced alone.
Felt jealous of the steam
That made the air its only home.
Some say she wished too hard.
Some say she wished too long.
But we awoke one autumn day
To find that she was gone.
Some say she wished too hard.
Some say she wished too long.
But we awoke one autumn day
To find that she was gone.
The trees, they say stood witness.
The sky refused to tell.
But someone who had seen it said
The story played out well.
She spread her arms out wide.
Breathed in the break of dawn.
She just let go of all she held...
And then she was gone.
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posted @ 12/19/2005 02:22:00 PM ||eUniCe
i passed all my subjects for this term... whew! thank God!
but i still have this "paranoidal effect"
for whatever reason.. let's just keep it "private"....@_@ hayyy.... ang saya nung xmas partee!! ahahaha kahet ndi nagpunta ung bbgyan ko ng gift.... and ung magbibigay dapat ng gift saken.. haha.. saya dba! LOL pero ang sarap talaga ng food... :x plus! nandun c mama L... ahahaha nandun den c baby isis.. cutie... tapos nandun lahat ng malditaS... except for yvette and zap... tapos nandon c ken... tapos nalasing ako... pero good news: i ddnt get ITCHY! and no red marks! well... i had, pero konti lang... unlike before! hehe.. improving... and i have a new pair of earrings.. and a bracelet.. courtesy of SAH and TIN... thankyee!! gie and tin got tipsy... **tipsy?** LOL
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posted @ 12/18/2005 12:58:00 PM ||eUniCe
last December 8 2005
uhmmm... we went to the mall
we ate... at KFC... soOper spiCy chicken... o_O...
then we bought...
soO specialparehas kame meron :pakalain mong 1 year na kame... kahit na lagi kami nag aaway ng mga 2 minutes lang.. eheheh.. nde.. seriously, pag nag away kame.. nagiging ok kame kagad...kahit na we don't see each other every day, yes, though we're schoolmates, di kame nagkikita everyday kasi we have different schedules... ayt..kahit na we have different religions... well, as of now, it doesnt really matter, as long as we have one God..kahit na malayo yung bahay nya sa bahy ko...kahit na, nde naman kame ung typical na "lovers" na kung nasan yung isa, eh nandun den ung isa...kahit na, ndi pa alam ng parents ko...kahit na parehas kaming walang pera... :pkahit na we dont usally hang out and go to diffferent places...still.. we survived.. yeah.. ehehehecoz we have this unique kind of bonding... unique kind of love and belongingness when were together... the trust and respect were still there... so.. i think that's all we need for us to STAY...
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posted @ 12/11/2005 08:22:00 PM ||eUniCe
haha.. bday den ni sarah.. niyahahahaha...
and yesterday nagdala cya ng yellow cab =)
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posted @ 12/01/2005 07:50:00 PM ||eUniCe
i'm sure lahat naman kayo alam toh.. "the da vinci code" by dan brown
controversial...
amazing...
hilarious...
paganism...
revealing...
catastrophic...
artistic...
what else?
im currently reading this book.. actually nasimulan ko na cya dati.. di ko lang natapos... kahapon ko lang ulet pinagpatuloy...
hmm.. i admit.. medyo "foul" nga ung ibang topic about the bible...
cguro let's say na medyo..
influencing ..... nga cya..
BUT!
just look at it this way...
the book was just a self expression of the author.. it's his OPINION interpreted in a form of a story.. an adventure...
actually kaya ko cya binasa ulet... kasi out of curiosity... sabi kasi ni sarah isa syang BLASPHEME / BLASPHEMY...
i asked... what the hell is BLASPHEMY?
To speak of (God or a sacred entity) in an irreverent, impious manner
a violation by dan brown... hehe
ive heard na that book was banned in certain areas in Rome and in the Vatican city... because of the content nga...
pero for me.. it shouldn't be...
kasi in the first place... though the setting (location) of the story has been claimed to be accurate... it is still FICTIONAL... kasi the characters never existed in reality.. (well except for da vinci, who was continously mentioned in this book)
second... it's not that influencing... coz theyr'e accusing na paganism daw yung dala nung book na yun...
as iv'e read... never na mention dun na they're requiring the readers to patronize paganism...
and... it's up to the reader kung magpapa influence sya and kung maniniwala cya sa mga nakasulat doon...
kya nga God created us as a human being.. therefore.. he gave us intellect for us to have a better judgement on situations like these... for us toThink.and don't just believe in everything you see...think... react... this is just a TEST... how strong your faith is...
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posted @ 11/27/2005 08:42:00 PM ||eUniCe
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posted @ 11/24/2005 09:40:00 PM ||eUniCe
This Is My Life, Rated Life: 
5Mind: 
4.4Body: 4.5Spirit: 
5.8Friends/Family: 
3.3Love: 
6.9Finance: 5.5Take the Rate My Life Quiz
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posted @ 11/20/2005 10:42:00 AM ||eUniCe
birthday ko po yesterday =) hehe... wala lang.. im soOper dooper happy...Thank you to all of my friends na nakaalala...thank you den po sa mga may gift... heheThis is what happened yesterday, after ng cache namin.. nag quiz na ako kagad sa quality, para maaga makaalis..inantay ako ni ken... binili nya ako ng earrings.. haha.. tapos nagpunta kami ng festi...dpat sbarro kami kakaen.. kaso, gus2 namen parehas mag rice.. kasi dinner na :pafter we ate, binili nya na ung pinaka gift na nya.... pinapili nya ako eh.. para sure daw na gus2 ko... ung soOper doOper big na bear sa bear cuddler =) ang cute cute... tapos ang name nya aypan =)
yey.. hehe.. bebe thank you sa gift.. nibigay nya daw yun kasi para may ma hu-hug ako pag na mimiss ko cya =)though simple lang ung bday ko.. pero for me.. that was the most memorable...cozim with the most special person in my life...
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posted @ 11/16/2005 10:22:00 PM ||eUniCe
yesterday, i went to a kiddie party at jollibee shangri - la... and guess what... bloated na naman ako.. bwahahahaha... cguro napagod lang ako kakauha ng pics... and magvideo.. ako kasi ang kumuha ng footage.. (footage?!) nung party na yun... kaka ngalay... @_@.. anyways.. enjoy naman yung party... actually i have some pics... kea lang i dont have it here.. di pa naka upload eh.. haha... baboosh...
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posted @ 11/14/2005 11:27:00 AM ||eUniCe
Libra & Scorpio (basahin nio lahat.. kase totoo..)
When Libra and Scorpio come together in a love match, they tend to make a very emotionally connected and mutually satisfying union. Though Scorpio is a brooder who can get lost in the confusing welter of their own emotions, Libra's proclivity for balance and harmony helps keep Scorpio even. Scorpio can return the favor to Libra with their characteristic powers of focus, a trait that Libra usually lacks. These two are very compatible due to their similar needs in a love relationship: Libra is the Sign of Partnership, and Libra is happiest when in a well-balanced and intimate relationship, while Scorpio thrives on emotional and sexual intimacy with their mate. These two Signs can make a very loyal, close and satisfying partnership.
These two would do well to undertake some sort of project together aside from their love relationship, as they have great potential to get great things done. They combine the power of emotion with the power of intellect, an extremely formidable duo. Scorpio tends to be more patient, but is also more controlling than Libra. Despite any differences, both partners love risk and taking chances; this is not a boring relationship! These two are real charmers; they know how to woo and seduce one another and take great pleasure in doing so. Their different styles -- Scorpio is intense and secretive while Libra is upfront and open -- sometimes make them have trouble understanding one another, so they may need to pay close attention to their communication at times.
Libra is ruled by the Planet Venus (Love) and Scorpio is dually ruled by the Planets Mars (Passion) and Pluto (Power). Libra's love of beauty and romance balances the strife that can arise in Scorpio's life due to their deep, often tangled emotions. Scorpio's Mars influence at least promises an active, exciting relationship. Also, neither Sign wants to argue. Scorpio avoids arguments in favor of secret revenge; Libra abhors conflict and will do anything possible to avoid it, including backing down and seeking a truce.
Libra is an Air Sign and Scorpio is a Water Sign. The best decisions are made combining the intellect and the emotions -- using both the head and the heart, this couple can meet almost any challenge, understand almost any puzzle. This is all contingent, of course, on the two Signs working together, not against one another. Scorpio is a master strategist and can help Libra focus their occasionally scattered or indecisive minds. At times, however, Scorpio's over-emotionalism can drag down and dishearten Libra, and Libra can occasionally make Scorpio feel flustered and uncomfortably stirred up. It is at these times when Libra's natural diplomacy comes in most handy.
Libra is a Cardinal Sign and Scorpio is a Fixed Sign. Libra is always thinking of something new to try: a new restaurant or art gallery to visit on a date or a new place to travel to -- but it's Scorpio who has the determination to follow through on these ideas. These two have the capability to be the most loyal and devoted of partners, as these are qualities that are quite important to each of them.
What's the best aspect of the Libra-Scorpio relationship? The power they find in unity. They can accomplish a lot, whether they come together for a cause in the business or romantic sphere. They are both winners and they won't give up, making theirs a relationship that takes care of business.
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posted @ 11/12/2005 01:40:00 AM ||eUniCe
hiling
nahihirapan na ang aking isip
nauubusan na ng sasabihin sa iyo
nanlalamig na ba ang pagibig mo sa akin
nalilito akonais kong sagipin ang ating nalulunod na pagibig
ngunit handa akong palayain ka...kung ito ang iyong hiling, gaano man kasakit sa akin, ibibigay sa'yo
ang tanging pakiusap lang, wag mo akong kalimutan
kay rami ng nagdaan na pagsubok sa ating pagibig
kakayanin mo pa kayang mabawi ang mga nasabing masasakit na salita
kung ito ang iyong hiling, gaano man ka sakit sa akin, ibibigay sayo
nanlalamig na bang pag ibig mo
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posted @ 11/07/2005 10:29:00 PM ||eUniCe
most unfergotteble day: yesterday.. nov. 3 2005..
haha.. wala lang... lol
There are times
When i'm lyin' in my bed
How i bellow and cry from this stupid get
And my eyes are like windshields on a rainy day
Almost rubbed-out, swelling
As i keep on
Diggin' my face
In these cold hands of mine
Heaven knows how embittered i am
'Cause this angel has flown away from me
Leaving me in drunken misery
I should have clipped her wings
And made her mine
For all eternity
Now this angel has flown away from me
I thought i had the strength to set her free
I did what i did
Because i love her so
Will she ever find her way
Back home to me
I'm so tired I feel like catching forty-winks
Being up all night in this elbow-room
That puts me in a trance
Where hopes and dreams come true
Now my lips are burning
And my eyes are hurting
From these fumes i make
Still i light another cigarette
Just to pass my time
Oh, heaven knows how embittered i am
'Cause this angel has flown away from me
Leaving me in drunken misery
I should have clipped her wings
And made her mine
For all eternity
Now this angel has flown away from me
I thought i had the strength to set her free
I did what i did
Because i love her so
Will she ever find her way Back home to me..
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posted @ 11/04/2005 03:53:00 PM ||eUniCe
there's nothing to put here..
coz im stuck here in my crib for days!!!!
yeah it's raining outside for 2 days...
me and my sister were the only ones left here in the house with lots of food in the fridge...
**pigs.. oink..oink..** heehee... wer'e soOper doOper bloated na.. haha..
...thinking...
WALA TALAGA AKO MASABE!!!
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posted @ 11/01/2005 12:41:00 PM ||eUniCe
know what fate is?
it's building a bridge of chance for the one you LOVE....
- my sassy girl
ive seen this movie for about.. what.. uhm... 99 tyms? nah.. teehee jz kiddin...
i loooveee this muvee... pero ayaw ni kenneth nyan eh.. corny daw... hmp... ok nga eh... totorture - in kita kala mo, panonoorin naten yan... **evil laugh**
nasa n.e (nueva ecija =) ) sya ngayon, with his family... reunion... wala signal sun dun.. haayy.. anyways... kame lang ng ate ko dito sa bahay.. hehe... my mom and dad went to quezon... to visit the deceased ones.. hehe.. di na po ako sumama kasi may class na ako on nov. 2 eh...
pero ok lang.. enjoy naman kami d2 kahit kaming 2 lang.... nyahahaha
INDEPENDENSYA!!!
freedom.. woohoo....
tapos ang daming food iniwan nina mommy.. haha. food trip kame d2...
haaayyy.... about me naman?
hmm.. wala naman, ok naman ako.. happy na ako.. and sana kasi mag2loy 2loy na nga... pero happy den naman cya eh.. waahhh.. sana.. im praying talaga... parang, finally... eto na talaga...
i trust Him naman.. and him... i know what to do na eh.. and how... hehe..
wish ko na lang... everything will be ok na talaga, pati ung makapasa ako sa lahat ng subjects ko... para masaya na talaga... hehe...
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posted @ 10/30/2005 10:48:00 PM ||eUniCe
movie review: the perfect catch (fever pitch)
starring drew barrymore and jimmy fallon.
ben (jimmy) a highschool teacher and a head over heels fan of boston red sox fell in love with lindsey (drew) a successful business woman, but despite of their vastly different life, their relationship seems to be so perfect.
it is a romantic comedy film (hehe.. pandagdag toh sa fave movies ko :p) im moved by this one... waaahh.. panu ko ba sasabihin....
si ben.. has a split personality (uhmm.. sort of).. he's a summer guy and a winter guy... kapag summer.. ibang tao sya, kasi another season na namn un for the red sox... parang sa sobrang fan na nfan sya ng baseball team na un, nakalimutan nya na commited cya.. parang all that matters is the ball game... then kapag winter naman.. since walang game ang red sox.. balik c guy dun sa romantic personality nya...
hmm... sounds familiar ba.... nyahahahahaha
well well... im sOo happy... haha...
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posted @ 10/29/2005 04:00:00 PM ||eUniCe
today... we had a soOper dupPer surprise quiz in Cache 2... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh... im hopeless... huhuhuhuhu.. babawi talaga ako next time!!!! wiiiiii!!! huhuhuhu... **hala baliw na** anyways...
kaninang pagdating ko sa school tinarayan ko si ken..... uhmm.. actually.....NA tarayan (meaning, hindi sinasadya) , tapos aba, nag inarte, hindi na ako pinansin... nakakainis.... tapos nag quiz na nga kame.. nauna cyang matapos kesa saken... akala ko ndi nya ako inantay... pero inantay nya pala ako.. nagpunta kami sa CAP tapos hinatid nya ko.. tapos niyaya ko cya sa festi... and then... the rest is history.. nyahahaha... hnde....
may naganap na heart to heart talk.. sobrang solemn.. (waw solemn) tapos medyo seryoso talaga.. first time kong sabihin lahat ng nasa utak ko ng hindi ko dinadaan sa sulat. First time ko den sya nakitang ganon katahimik.. at mag react sa mga sinasabi ko... i know he felt bad.. coz it's really hurting to know the truth... but we're doin it para mas maging ok kame... though ok naman talaga kame... pero para mas maging maayos na...
pero in fairness, sobrang ok naman cya for the last two weeks... and im proud of him for such improvements... tsaka, sana... sana lang talaga.. mag2loy 2loy na toh.... and may mga bagong promises kame... sabi nya SWEAR eh.. so, im expecting na tototohanin nya...
labyu bebe... salamat sa lahat...
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posted @ 10/25/2005 10:13:00 PM ||eUniCe
i was thinking of happy thoughts to put here.. but i wasnt able to come up with a single one... i dont know if i really have to talk about my relationship with ken... but nothing's really happening with me now... everyday is such a boring day... 430pm ba naman start ng class ko lagi eh... i had less time with my friends na... and even with ken... kasi halod di na den kami nagkikita... every thursday, i had to go to his place for us to have a quality time... once a week... haaayy.. life nga naman...
ang hirap talaga mag post pag wala ka naman masabi.. ung iba kasi nakalimutan ko na.. ung iba naman, ayaw ko lagay d2 kasi masyadong confidential... hmmm.. sana.. nagus2han nio na lang bago kong layout... =)
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posted @ 10/24/2005 10:45:00 PM ||eUniCe
Haloscan commenting and trackback have been added to this blog.
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posted @ 10/24/2005 10:36:00 AM ||eUniCe
wiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!! pinalitan ko ung 5th version ng unishes! hehe.. ayaw ko ng kulay blue.. topak yun eh.... wiiiiiiiii!! i LOVE PANDAS!!!!!!
hehehehe.... tagal ko na den pala di nakapag post... medyo tinatamad na den kasi ako eh... haaayy... pero i promise... i'll keep u updated ulet.. hihi... **smOocheS**
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posted @ 10/23/2005 03:31:00 PM ||eUniCe
I’m watching me make a fool of myself
Silently speaking my wish to be free
Turning my world inside outS
pin my emotions building my doubt
I fed on this strangeness plain and true
But there was nothing beneathe it i knew
I see myself falling falling from grace
My life fading without grace
I’m tired of waiting here fo you
Can’t waste my time, i’m leaving you
I’m watching me make a fool of myself
Silently speaking my wish to be free
Turning my world inside out
Spin my emotions building my doubt
And now that you’ve taken the world out of me
I’m left with my body hanging free
As lovers come and comfort me
I’m still left with my misery
I’m tired of waiting here fo you
Can’t waste my time, i’m leaving you
I’m leaving you…
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posted @ 10/04/2005 03:54:00 PM ||eUniCe
hell yeah... natatakot ako sa cache 2 ko... same prof as my cache 1... BUT... this prof can simply fail a student if she wants to.. without any basis... argghhh... yeah right... that's what i'm scared of... i can't afford to fail any subject this time.. especially when it's my specialization... waaaahhh...
it's just soooo unfair for those students who worked hard foe their project last term...
hopefully... she will be able to TEACH us a lot better than last term.....
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posted @ 10/04/2005 01:16:00 PM ||eUniCe
You are going to come across people in your life who say all the right words at all the right times. But in the end, it's always their actions you should judge them by. it's actions not WORDS that matter.
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posted @ 10/03/2005 11:09:00 PM ||eUniCe
haaayyy... di ako pinapansin ni dadi... haayy.. hanggang kelan kaya yun? anyways... sooper dooper panget ng schedule ko... MWF 4:30pm start ng class ko then hanggang 7:30 ng gabi.. tapos ame prof.. ung nakakaantok na prof... waaaahh.. IM DEAD... tapos kapag tths 4:30 - 6pm lang class ko.. at sya den ung prof.. damn.. pag tuesday and thursday pala... 12 start bale hanggang 6.. so every saturday lang ako 430 - 6... waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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posted @ 10/01/2005 01:09:00 PM ||eUniCe
i ruined a special occassion...
i ruined my life....
i ruined everything...
O God, please help me...
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posted @ 9/29/2005 02:17:00 PM ||eUniCe
The world stood still when I first met you
You caught my heart. Things were never the same
My senses numb
the word still reverbs repeatedly in my ear
I want to see you again
it’s hard to breathe ever since then
the coldness sweeps, warm tears again
something that you said
ive always cherished within
you took my hand
things were never the same
lying beside you now
all alone in the room
always been so happy since you mended my wound
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posted @ 9/27/2005 10:32:00 PM ||eUniCe
Maybe I don't wanna know the reason why
But lately you don't talk to me
And baby I can't see me in your eyes
I hold you near but you're so far away
And it's losing you I can't believe
To watch you leave and let this feeling die
You alone are the living thing that keeps me alive
And tomorrow if I am here without your love you know I can't survive
Only my love can raise you high above it all
(chorus 4x)
Don't throw it all away our love (our love)
Don't throw it all away our love
Don't throw it all away (2x)
We can take the darkness and make it full of light
Let your love flow back to me
How can you leave and let this feeling die
This happy room will be a lonely place when you are gone
And I won't even have your shoulders for the crying on
No other man's love could be as true, I'm beggin you
(chorus)
You alone are the living thing that keeps me alive
And tomorrow if I am here without you love you know I can't survive
Only my love can raise you high above it all
(So high...above it all)
Don't throw it all away our love (our love)
Don't throw it all away our love
(So high...above it all)
Don't throw it all away our love (our love)
Don't throw it all away our love
(2x to fade)
Don't throw it all away our love (our love)
Don't throw it all away our love
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posted @ 9/27/2005 09:37:00 PM ||eUniCe
bebe.. sorRy na... 22o ung tnext ko saio kanina.... love u po...
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posted @ 9/25/2005 10:19:00 PM ||eUniCe
haha... la ako bagsak.. yey.. yey!!!
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posted @ 9/24/2005 10:45:00 PM ||eUniCe
what a great day yesterday... our water pump just got blown up? uhmmm. if that's what u call dat.. as a result, our water system is not working.... hahaha... MALILIGO NA LANG AKO SA ULAN!!! bwahahahahaha...
hayyyy... im tired of life....
everything that's happening now, is exactly opposite the way I wanted it to be...
i wonder why life sucks for me...
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posted @ 9/24/2005 11:19:00 AM ||eUniCe
" Goodbye Jeremy", she said before turning to get in her car. Still frozen in shock, jeremy heard the ignition turn over and saw her look over her shoulder as she began to back out. He strode forward to put his hand on the hood, trying to stop her. But as the car started to move, he let his fingers glide along the damp surface and finally took a small step back as the car slid into drive. For an instant, Jeremy thought he caught the flash of tears in her eyes. But then, he saw her look away, and he knew once and for all he wasn't going to see her again.
he wanted to shout out, telling her to stop. He wanted to tell her that he could stay, that he wanted to stay, that if leaving meant losing her, then going home wasn't worth it. "
i'm not fond of reading novels... way back in high school, i got 2 pocket books, all i can remember was they were sweet valley highs'... haha... but a friend of mine lend me her book, "the alchemist by paulo coelho" since then, i was interested to read more inspirational and love story books... harhar... in a month, ive finished 2 more boks by coelho, the "By the river piedra i sat down and wept," and the "Veronika decides to die", both were inspiring and at the same time, love stories... which made me realize how wonderful life is...
i cant recall when i started reading Bob Ong's books, and the books were hilarious... bwahahahaha.... but hey, reality bites.... the country is indeed in a terrible condition...
First year college, i have read the "Message in a bottle by Nicholas Sparks" a love story, it is a very nice book, im MOVED by this one.. haha... i really loved the story... ** RECOMMENDED **
I also recommend the book, "Tuesdays with Morrie" hehe....
uhmm.. few months ago, i started peeking through the pages of the book "The Rescue" also from nicholas sparks... but i wasnt able to finish it, i procrastinate..LOL... uhm.. let's just say i'm a BUSY BEE... buzzz..... buzzz... haha.. juzz playin...
and then, last week, after a nerve wrecking week..(whew) ive found another boook, also from nicholas sparks, and it is the "true believer"... at first, im not that moved, not even touched by the story.... but the "Epilogue" darn!... kills me... hahahaha....
let's just say that.... MIRACLES ARE AROUND US, and we dont even bother to recognize it... too bad...
i recommend this book too!!!
"Women want the fairy tale. Not all women, ofcourse, but most women grow up dreaming about the kind of man who would risk everything for them, even knowing they might get hurt."
----Women like a man who will follow them to the ends of the earth...
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posted @ 9/22/2005 08:07:00 PM ||eUniCe
it hit me... Love indeed is a VERB.. you can't just say it to prove it... you have to DO something...
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posted @ 9/20/2005 06:44:00 PM ||eUniCe
let's start it off with a smile.. why? haha wala lang.. kakatapos ko lang manood ng pinoy BB, and ang gwapo ni SAM.. the new housemate.. haha.. kakainis lang c chx ang landi, super B.I.T.C.H talaga... ngayon lang lumalabas ang pagka bitchy nya...
I want JB to be eliminated, coz i want SAY for SAM.. SAY - SAM.. hmm.. haha.... and napaka plastic kasi ni JB... first couple of weeks hindi naman sya ganon.. anyways... OUT JB!.. OUT!! haha.. ginawang aso(sabi ni tin)...
Speaking of TIN(www.tincubus.blogspot.com).. my so - called beshy... we've been friends for a year now.. dba!? or more than? haha.. ewan ko.. basta matagal tagal na den.. actually, i'm a FAN of this gurl.. haha (hindi pamaypay ha).. kasi she's sooo REAL, and she's reallly really mabaet... she's rich, right, pero she's very down to earth.. actually sya c ms. generous ng barkada (for me ha) parang lahat kasi ng favor, as long as kaya nya.. pagbibigyan nya talaga.. (kaya sana naman wag abusuhin) haha... lalo na pag kelangan mag overnyt... her house is open to everyone.. haha.. sya den yung kasama ko sa mga kalokohan ko.. and syempre FOOD TRIP!! Dyan kami nagkakasundo talaga! haha.. syempre if we're not b-r-o-k-e... haayy... miss those tyms... pero in fairness this term... meron kaming "bonding friday-burger day" (toinkz.. imbento c unisha)
anyways.. tuwing Friday punta kaming mga girls(malditas) sa Wendy's G4, para kumain ng burger.. haha at magpataba.. este, magkwentuhan pala... chikahan to the max... chismisan na di mapigilan..hehe.. pero nung nag midterms na.. busy na eh... kea yun.. na stop na sha... anyways...
This gurls was my confidant since nung nakilala ko c ken, before pa maging kami ni ken, or sa kahit cnong guys in mah life pala.. hahaha.. i can still remember how she reacts everytime i open up a rusty topic... meaning, lumang issue na, na hanggang ngayon issue pa den.. hahaha... what i do love about her is she would always go for my decision, no matter how stupid it is... gurl in case you dont know, i admire u a lot, for everything, for those things that you hate about yourself.... haha gets?
u want to be happy? it's fine with me... as long as di ka m2lad saken... wahhh... lam mo naman kung panu ko nasaktan dba... and you dont deserve that pain... oki.. in case u happen to stumble upon this... i want you to know... that as long as ur happy with it, stick with it, no matter how stupid you become... take it from me... love u beshy...
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posted @ 9/18/2005 10:37:00 PM ||eUniCe
yesterday... after our finals in SDD..(bad3p) i finally had the chance to go home early... as early as 10:00 am...
but guess what?! ihahatid nga pala ako ni ken, and he had to stay in school until 3pm... hmm.. ok... so i'll wait na lang hanggang 3.. pero ung 3pm na yun.. naging 6pm.. haaayyy.. bad3p.. kasi naman po yung prof nila ang tagal magpa defense.. anyways.. what can i do??
tapos.. wala pa kami masakyan papuntang mrt station... haayy
when it sucks... it really sucks... and yes.. it sucks BIGTIME...
we're both tired.. and yet it seems we cant go home right away... haayy...
anyways... kahapon na lang nya ulet ako inihatid kaya ok lang.. haha.. we had a great time at the bus... may mga napag usapan kami na tipong di namin mapag usapan sa ibang place...uhmm.. i mean... first time namin mag usap ng seryosong usapan.. ah basta... haha.. tapos pagbaba namin ng bus, kumain kami ng quail eggs..(haha dinner time!) tapos nilibre nya pa ako ng donut.. lolz..
Pero, bago cya umuwi daan muna sya sa bahay ng tropa nya.. and syempre.. nakipag inuman.. haayyy... anyways.. medyo maaga naman cya umuwi.. wla pang 1 am... okiez.. okiez... hehe
chige na!
book update:
mas gus2 ko pa den ung message in a bottle.. hehe.. kesa dun sa true believer.. :p
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posted @ 9/17/2005 12:12:00 PM ||eUniCe
birthday ni daddy today.. heehee... since we cant eat out kase injured cya and its raining.. kain nlang kami d2.. haha... di ako makakain ng ice cream kasi i have colds.. huhuhuhu.. but its ok...
Walang class today, ndi na kami mmeet ng prof namin... hmmm...
tomorrow, finals namin in SDD.. haha.. wala akong balak mag review..
binabasa ko nga pala ngayon yung "true believer" ni nicholas sparks.. enjoy.. love story na naman.. hahaha
di ko trip yung friendster ngayon... hmp
im currently enjoying orange and lemons' first album (i dunno kng anong title, pero hindi yung strike whilst the iron is hot)...
water therapy ako ngayon... kasi nga baka lagnatin ako... haaayy... cge mamaya ulit... o kaya bukas na!!!
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posted @ 9/15/2005 02:11:00 PM ||eUniCe
Ive never been so sure About anything before But this loving feeling Gonna be a feeling I feel forever more Looking in your eyes Tomorrow’s all I see Long as there’s forever, baby I will always be Saving forever for you, baby You are the only one I’ll ever give forever to Love for a lifetime won’t do, baby Wanna always stay together So I’m saving forever for you You’ll be my world As long as there’s a world turning ‘round And you’ll be my heaven Baby, till the heavens all come falling down Look inside my heart Love is all you’ll see Loving you forever, baby Living just to be Saving forever for you, baby You are the only one I’ll ever give forever to Love for a lifetime won’t do, baby Wanna always stay together So I’m saving forever for you Forever I’ll be loving you Long as time passes by I’ll be there beside you, Through it all, I’ll be standing by you Looking in your eyes Tomorrow’s all I see As long as there’s forever, baby I will always be Needing you here with meSaving forever for you, baby You are the only one I’ll ever give forever to Love for a lifetime won’t do, baby Wanna always stay together So I’m saving forever, saving forever for you
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posted @ 9/14/2005 11:04:00 PM ||eUniCe
September 11, 2005, wedding day ni ate gaylee, my cousin. Most probably the prettiest (ehem, ofcourse, next to me..LOL)..
She's 23 years old then...
I am one pf the bridesmaid... =)
click here to view pics...
http://photobucket.com/albums/v351/eunicekristin/wedding%20day/?sc=1&multi=19
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posted @ 9/12/2005 08:59:00 PM ||eUniCe
Giving in doesn't mean you've given up. Actually, it means that you're mature enough to see a solution that works for both of you -- and you're not so filled with pride that you insist on having your own way. Good for you!
The Bottom Line
Let your unconscious take over for a while -- your instincts won't steer you wrong.
In Detail
You're feeling ambitious and may become preoccupied with a new goal that's just slightly out of your current skill set. While you always hit the ground running, don't overestimate your abilities, or your pursuit of this task may become unnecessarily risky. Instead, focus on beefing up your skills, completing unfinished projects and otherwise cleaning house. These details might just hold the key to your golden future.
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posted @ 9/06/2005 11:47:00 AM ||eUniCe
i woke up at 5:30 am... it's very irritating to be scolded EVERY morning, without even knowing WHAT i've done wrong... parang kanina, paglabas ko ng bathroom, and after i ate breakfast, pinagalitan na naman ako, like yesterday..
Last wednesday, hndi ako natulog sa bahay, nag sleep over kami ng groupmate ko sa bahay ng isa naming friend to do our project in MIS, nagpaalam ako sa parents ko nung tuesday night about dun nga, pumayag naman sila, so, yun nga, hindi namin natapos yung project na ginagawa namin, next next week na submission nun, hindi kasi namin ma debug ng maayos eh, pagpasok ko sa school, late nakoh, ang daming tao sa MRT as in, at pagdating ko pa sa school, may quiz pala kasmi... sh*t.. sobrang wala pa akong tulog nun, buti na lang may nasagot ako sa essay and enumeration, pero ung identification, hayy, hindi ako sure sa mga sagot ko.
After our class 10:30am,ken and i went to their house to do our project in Cache naman, we can't think of any system that does not do computations, kaya yung system na ginawa namin, student's info, and ang beneficiary nya is OSA, for me, napaka simple, though lahat ng requirements ng prof namin, maaapply namin dun, still, sobrang dali nya pa den gawin.
Since, antok na antok nakoh, i told ken na ihatid na nya ko kasi di ko na talaga kaya, mga 4pm na yun. Dumating ako sa bahay namin ng around 6pm, after a tring day, for me it was like, I'm tortured.. LOL... and guess what, while we are eating our dinner, (me, my dad and my mom) nasermonan na naman ako... alam nio kung bakit? eh kasi daw, ang hilig ko daw makitulog sa ibang bahay, what if daw magkasunog dun, what if ganito, what if ganyan?... hmm.. now u know kung kanino ako nagmana ng pagkaPARANOID ko...
in the first place... hindi ako basta basta nakikitulog sa ibang bahay kung wala akong gagawin na importante... nagssleepover ako sa ibang bahay for the ff reasons:
bday ng friend ko
gumagawa ng projects
never ako nakitulog sa ibang bahay ng dahil "wala lang"...
hindi ko ma reason out sa kanila yan... ayaw kong lumabas nga "bastos" ako...
hindi ko alam kung bakit hindi nila maisip na ginagawa ko yun ng dahil sa mga projects ko...
sa dinami dami ng gagawin ko, projects, assignments & documentations... bakit hindi pa sila makisama... kulang na nga ang oras ko para gawin lahat yun... sometimes ayaw ko na tuloy sa bahay namin...
kanina, i woke up at 5:20, balak ko kasi umalis ng maaga sa bahay to avoid them. But before i left, i asked my mom kung san kami magkikita kasi kukunin ko na yung pinatahi kong gown.. eh hindi talaga ako marunong magpunta dun mag isa, kasi nung first time ko pumunta dun, kasama ko yung sister ko and cousin ko.
And yes, it was a bad idea to start a conversation with my mom.. she just say "blah blah blah"
supposed to be, pupunta si sarah sa bahay sa Sunday.. pero my mom gave me two options:
pupunta c sarah dito sa sunday or
sasamahan kita kunin yung gown mo
kung ano yung reasons kung bakit nya ko pinapipili... "wag nio ng alamin... ang hirap den i explain"
so i had no choice but to tell sarah na sa wednesday na lang pumunta....
damn people... damn life
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posted @ 8/27/2005 07:54:00 AM ||eUniCe
One of the oldest human needs is having someone towonder where you are when you don't come home atnight. - Margaret Mead
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posted @ 8/27/2005 07:52:00 AM ||eUniCe
SEVEN THINGS IN YOUR ROOM:
1. bed
2. pillow
3. bags
4. shoes
5. tv
6. cabinet
7. clothes
TOP SEVEN THINGS YOU SAY MOST:
1. ui
2. gaga
3. hangal
4. bruha
5. hello
6. ewan
7. loveyou(haha)
SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVEWITHOUT:
1. water
2. food
3. air
4. clothes
5. shelter
6. Love
7. nyelfone... :p
SEVEN THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. pray and confess
2. go to disneyland! yehey!
3. be with my friends
4. be with my family
5. wake up with the most mesmerizing morning ever
6. spend a quality day with someone I love
7. die happily and peacefully at night
SEVEN OTHER THINGS:
Do You:
1.Smoke? - nope
2.drink? - yeah
3.Read the newspaper? - yup yup
4.Pray? - ofcourse
5.Study? - SYEMPRE
6.Attend Church? - yes
7.Wish on stars? - yes
Have you ever:1
.Gone skinny dipping? - no
2.had surgery? - no
3.swam in the dark? - yes
4.Been to a Bonfire? - yep...
5.Ran away from home? - nope
6.Played strip poker? - nope
7.pulled an all nighter? - no
SEVEN THINGS IN LAST 24 HOURS:
have you...
1.Cried?--- nope
2.Sang?--- yes
3.Been kissed? uhmm.. nope..haha
4.Felt stupid? sort of..
5.Talked to an ex?--- nope
6.Missed someone? yah.. so much!!
7.Hugged someone? uhm... wla yta
Last words:
visit my new skinned blog.. haha.. www.unishes.blogspot.com
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posted @ 8/22/2005 08:43:00 PM ||eUniCe
but who am i to blame you...maybe its not right that its me and you...maybe its just a wrong time and place...or maybe we're heading different ways.
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posted @ 8/13/2005 10:30:00 AM ||eUniCe
just blogging....di nkoh mashado nagu-update ng blog ko.. hindi na din ako mashado nag popost... it's not that im too busy, halos midterm pa lang naman... and ten units lang naman ako ngayong term... it's just that, di ko mashadong feel...Or hndi sa wala akong mailagay dito... actually, MADAMI.. parang, i have lots of things to say, pero i just can't find the words, the right words, basta.. i dont know how to put all the FEELINGS and EMOTIONS that i'm feeling now...hmm... 8 months na kami... 8 months na din simula ng magbago ang daily routine ko... actually, sabihin na nating, nagbago ang life ko... basta... there are so many things in my mind... "paranoid" ako eh... sabi nga ni alvin, ako daw ang pinaka paranoid na tao na nakilala niya...as in SOBRA... and i hate it... madaming taong naapektuhan, tapos ako den naman ang nahihirapan...
think..think..think.. "nasa isang kulungan ka, tapos, yung kung san ka nakakulong, maraming nakapalibot na (anything na di mo gusto, or anything that might HURT you)...pero ung kulungan na yon, hindi naman naka LOCK, pwede kang lumabas anytime you want... madaming bagay sa loob, ispin mo, para syang isang bahay, may mga bagay na kailangan mo ang andun, pero hindi enough ang mga bagay na yun,... tapos madaming mga bagay na NAKAKASAKIT sayo at nagpapahirap sayo, pero wala kang magawa, kasi yun lang talaga ang mga nandun... hindi mo pwedeng mabago... basta, pag nandun ka sa loob, minsan nagiging masaya ka, kasi, nagiging SECURE ka din... at ska feeling mo, "it's d only place where you belong"... anong gagawin mo? lalabas ka ba, kahit madaming bagay sa labas na siguradong makakasakit sayo, or mag i-istay ka sa loob, at nasasaktan ka din?parang walang choice diba..."
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posted @ 8/13/2005 09:32:00 AM ||eUniCe
If you love someone, let it show, dont hold back, never hide your feelings, never economize in your love and most of all never take the person for granted because you'll never know what your're missing until she's gone.
In life there are rare chances that you meet the person you love and love you in return. So when you know you have it dont ever let it go, that chance myt never come your way again.
--chiaki
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posted @ 8/09/2005 11:33:00 AM ||eUniCe
26 Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do
1. Knows how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence.
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you.
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hands always find yours.
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but know how to be serious.
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
16. Smile a lot.
17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.
21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing, even if he can't.
23. Have a creative sense of humor.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason.
26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs - just because he loves u that much to quit it. Being Perfect doesnt have to do all of these at the SAME time... but, he MUST once in a while...
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posted @ 8/07/2005 06:10:00 PM ||eUniCe
"One should not love just to fill in an empty space but
to have somebody to stay by his side to complete the
missing piece in his life."
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posted @ 8/06/2005 09:29:00 AM ||eUniCe
A man asked me, "After all those things I've done to you, and all those things you wish I did, but never happened, why do you still stand by me?"
I answered:
"God has put you on my way, I had no choice."
but actually, he has given me an option to accept or not...
I chose you, I've accepted you, You are my responsibility now, no matter what happened, I need to stand by you, I need to be near you, simply...
I need you, and if you're ever wondering why...
It is only God who could give you the best answer, it is him who brought you here, it is his will to give you to me, at any cost, I must accept, at any cost I must gladly obey...
In fact, It is all worthy of all the sacrifices, hurt and suffering...
Coz either way I go, pain will be waiting for me in the end...
I'd rather stop here, be satisfied and continue what I've started.
you need not to worry...
I'm with you...like I used to be...
LOVE is never LOVE without pain and sacrifice
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posted @ 7/26/2005 03:56:00 PM ||eUniCe
hello... wanna see more pics? Pics nung sa redbox...
click me!!
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posted @ 7/25/2005 01:21:00 PM ||eUniCe
new look... LOL... what's new... gani2 den naman dati...
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posted @ 7/19/2005 07:51:00 PM ||eUniCe
i just realize....
i love this person very much....
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posted @ 7/17/2005 08:26:00 PM ||eUniCe
finally, im relieved... lolz... basta.. ahahahahahaha
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posted @ 7/17/2005 01:29:00 PM ||eUniCe
the "biggest" take note... "biggest" -qouted-(yeah right.. whatever..) rally... really SUCKS.....damn it.. .
it's non sense! haha.. as if na mag reresign sa gloria... yeah a big AS IF! she will never... ever! well, im not against her, nor pro-GMA, what i want is... (whoever the president might be) let him/her finish his/her TASK... especially if he/she had already started many projects (infrastructures and so on and so forth)... and for sure he/she has future plans.... actually.. kahit sinong umupo dyan.. hanggat hndi nagsisimula sa atin ang pagbabago... NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE IN THE GOVERNMENT... naniniwala ba kayo na WALANG NANDAYA NUNG ELECTION?? kahit ung pinakamababang pwesto?? o cmon.. for sure NANDAYA LAHAT... anyways... GOD is GOOD ALL the TIME..
hehe.. coz he never left me... nor failed me... basta time will come that I will surrender to him TOTALLY... xe as of now... im just preparing for it... mas gusto ko kasi na before ako mag commit sa kanya... dapat ready na talaga ako...
anyways...
i think im more than refined... tested and sublime(lolz) kiddin aside... pero, yeas i think im kinda mas mature na... ahahahaha....
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posted @ 7/13/2005 06:45:00 PM ||eUniCe
gee, i'm so scared... kinakabahan ako... basta...
pero bakit ako matatakot... nandyan naman c God....
kaya im praying hard...
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posted @ 7/12/2005 08:06:00 PM ||eUniCe
i wanna let you know...
im comin out the blue...
i really have to say this... baby i love you...
baby i love u, i wanna let u know...
baby i love you.. this you ought to know...
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posted @ 7/10/2005 12:36:00 AM ||eUniCe
sana mabasa mo toh... happy 7th monthsary bebe...--------------------------------------------neweizi really dont know what to feel... sad, kinakabahan, natatakot...though im not tryin to keep myself busy, pero nagiging busy ako... like kahapon, naglaba na naman kami ;ptapos kanina, punta kami sa pet, tapos punta kami quiapo church then sa glorietta... yun, wala lang, kala ko maiinip na naman ako d2 sa bahay... kala ko d2 lang ako... magmumuni muni.. lalong malulungkot...tapos bukas, hmm.. alis yata kami... kasama ate ko... yun...gusto kong ayaw kong mag monday.. hehe...lalo naman sunday... pero cant wait na din... haaayy...im not really sure kng nababasa nya mga nakasulat dito... pero kng nababasa mo man toh ngyn...i jz wnt to say, im sorry...i miss you so much... luv u...
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posted @ 7/08/2005 08:28:00 PM ||eUniCe
7th month is fast approaching...
damn...
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love can be blinding at times,
and when it does blind you,
you cannot think rationally.
you'd deny the truth..and believe all the lies.
--posted by tin torreno..(beshy ko)
totoo ba yan huh tin? inlab ka ba? lol
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posted @ 7/07/2005 04:27:00 PM ||eUniCe
I don't need to own a fancy car
To drive with you around the city
I don't need to live in a palace like house
A simple home is enough for me
I don't need much
Only your attention
A hand to hold
To make me feel that i am not alone
I know
With you my life is worth living
I know
With you my life is gonna be just fine
I know
With you each day begins with a smile
I don't really have to worry
If some things won't workout for me
I don't really have to bother
Just as long as you're here with me...
I don't need much
Only your affection
To see me through
To make me feel that i am not alone
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posted @ 7/07/2005 03:04:00 PM ||eUniCe
Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion,the romance--just to find out that you still care for that person.
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posted @ 7/06/2005 10:17:00 PM ||eUniCe
im really really sorry.... i didnt mean to hurt you... im sorry....
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posted @ 7/06/2005 09:39:00 PM ||eUniCe
i need someone who'll LOVE me.. the way that I love you....Love alone is not enough.... i guess i dont have to look further... coz i've already found you....
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posted @ 7/05/2005 06:14:00 PM ||eUniCe
confused once again
ive been hurt before... and i will not allow ANYONE to hurt me....again...
yes, things are not easy for the last 4 months... ive been hurting over and over again... im always wounded... though sometimes i felt that it seems that everything is ok, and im just making things complicated.
But it's not, all this time ang alam ko okay na talaga... as in everything seems to be fine.
Pero hinde... kelan sya matuto... cguro kelangan ko talagang lumayo muna at hayaan ko cyang mag isip... sa totoo lang nagsasawa nakoh..
Madami akong narealize kagabi... and i'm expecting things to be a lot clearer... sana maintindihan nya ako sa magiging decision ko...
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posted @ 7/05/2005 12:57:00 PM ||eUniCe
this morning, i woke up earlier than usual... coz i have to do the laundry, and im done before lunch time..
yes.. i do the laundry... (*wink*wink*wink* @_@)
yes.. believe me... lol..
supposed to be, it must be me... helping my mom... but it just so happen na it's my mom who helped me instead..lol
today is such a very..very.. boring day... errr...
though ive been online for hours... still, i can't keep myself busy... and as of now, im watching shakey's V league... damn.. la salle were kicking lady tigers' assess(huh is there such a word? lol)... but it aint over yet... go tigers... lol
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posted @ 7/04/2005 08:49:00 PM ||eUniCe
bloatedbday ng pamangkin ko... i'm sooper dooper busog.. hahahahaha anyways.. my friends were talking about "percussion master"... hmm.. mas ok daw kesa sa "percussion freaks" so.. masters na tayo ngayon?? di na tayo freaks?? nyahahahatapos nag libis cla kagabi... huhuhuh... di ako nakasama... huhuhuhuh..... anyways...
ang epal ng sched ko.. nyahahahahah
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posted @ 7/03/2005 08:38:00 PM ||eUniCe
after all those sleepless nights and hardworkehem... I'm proud to announce na... wala akong bagsak.. wahahahaah... what a relief... hehe.. hmm.. di ko talaga ineexpect na ganoon kataas bbgay saken ng prof ko sa OOp and sa ecom.. hehe... haaayy... ang saya talaga.. atleast makaktulog na talaga ako ng maayos.. Thank you po Lord... haayyy...Cge po.. sa monday na ulet... gagamitin ng ate ko eh.. tapos tomorrow, em not sure kng makakapag online ako kasi po alis kami..cge na po!! muah!
grades ko po dis sem... panira ung IM293.. hmm.. pero ok lang
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posted @ 7/02/2005 09:30:00 PM ||eUniCe
back to zero"We are products of our past, but we don't have to be prisoners of it." Uhmm, i don't know where to start ah...two days ago, i found a book... uhmm... I bought that book last year pa, I started reading it nun din, pero, there are things in that book, na medyo nahihirapan akong i - accept. So sabi ko, babasahin ko na lang sya kapag somehow.. madali na for me i accept ang mga nakasulat dun...So, last wedensday nga, bigla ko na lang cya kinuha at binasa... i cried pa nga eh nung binabasa ko yun... and little by little, naiintindihan ko na, and willing na ako i accept... realizations:first, all my life, i think nabubuhay ako ng naka focus sa mga gus2 ko lang mangyari, gus2 kong makita, gus2 kong maramdaman, at gus2 kong gawin. second, der are things na nagcocontrol saken, and most of it are products from my past.third, i have no idea what my purpose is. fourth, but last night, i think i became the word help, not a hero but just help. magulo ba... cguro, 40 days after maiintindihan ko din... And kanina, na realize ko na... I have to live my life again... I mean... dapat i'm on the right path... ah basta.. mahirap intindihin.... basta someday... someday...
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posted @ 7/01/2005 08:38:00 PM ||eUniCe
i'm scared uhmmm... hanggang kelan na naman kaya toh? sa my curriculum ko.. in current load pa lahat... something happened last night... and i'm glad i was able to reach out to Him again... he made me realize that nothing is impossible with Him.. i'm trying to re-gain my hopes after all my failures... im trying to re-gain my faith in Him... God loves me.. as much as I love him... and i think he loves me more than i do.. thanx for being there...
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posted @ 6/30/2005 08:58:00 PM ||eUniCe
it's finally overhmmm... wala naman... i havent been online for 2 days... haha.. matagal na un para saken...anyways... What we have planned.. for about two weeks ago.. was finally over... i had a good time... hehehe... swimming sa tag ulan.. nyahahaha...though mahal nga lang...pero ok lang.. ;phahaha... I was just (uhmm.. i-dont-know-how-to-explain-that-feeling-eh) hehehe... basta.. ang baduy nya kasi kanina... when i asked him... kung saan next "outing" hahaha... sabi nya.."kahit saan.. basta magkasama tayo"..(krungkrung.. tengtengtengtengtengtengteng) *moment-ba-itu*.. hahaha...uh-huh.. whatever...IM STILL BOTHERED... GOD KNOWS WHY...-----------------------------------= kakainis manood ng TV... puro na lang GLORIA, GLORIA,GLORIA GATE TAPES... peste... damn those people.... why are they so affected ba... dba??look... eh ano kung nandaya sya?? duh.. wala ng magagawa... sawang sawa na ang tao sa PEOPLE POWER... kahit ako... @_@... they're making me sick... why not just help HER (the-not-supposed-to-be-president-as-told-by-mrs.-susan-roces) dbah..lalong lumalala ang PULITIKA (political crisis i must say) sa mga press conferencess ni mrs. roces... eh kung MANAHIMIK na lang sha instead of making those damn statments??she's not helping in any way... haayyy... nagpapaloko lang sya sa mga politicians na dikit sa asawa nya(the-late-d-king)...and to mrs. president.... DO SOMETHING.... kung may ibang pagpipilian lang.. for sure.... HAAAYY...... PANO NA LANG FUTURE NG PHILIPPINES...hopeless....WE ARE HOPELESS... GOD HELP US... BLESS THE PHILIPPINES...mag sarbey na lang..(sabay ganon) toinkz...1. ...bothers you ryt now?[+] SYEMPRE UNG GRADES KO!
2. ... is your favorite month of the year?[+] december? november?
3. ... was your dream last night?[+]wala pa akong tulog eh @_@...
4. ... is your greatest fear?[+] as of now... BUMAGSAK... and losing my loved ones..
5. ... was the best thing that happend to you thisweek?[+] haha.. ung "outing"last nyt.. ;p.
6. ...are your goals right now?[+]hmm.... basta po... NANGANGAMBA AKO eh... di ko 2loy alam ggwin.. i need PRAYERS...
7. ...can you promise to the one you love?[+] everything... uhmm.. except for one... lam na nia un..
8. ... will you wish for if you have a genie?[+] uhmmm.... all my wishes to come true? (gaya gaya kay tj) WHO...
1. ...is the one you're thinking of ryt now?[+] him and Him
2. ... do you run to when you're down?[+] My 2 bestfriends.. first, God, then c beshy tin or c ken
3. ... are the most influential people in yourlife rytnow?[+] cguro my mom pa den... family.. him
4. ...was the last person you went out with?[+] him
5. ... is the one you're missing ryt now?[+] uhmm... GALS ng freaks... di ko pa ulet cla nakaka bonding... :(
6. ... will you call/text later?[+] ktxt ko na nga eh
7. ... completes your day?[+] sweets,him,food,internet,TV... madami eh
8. ... do you want to talk to ryt now?[+] him.. WHEN...
1. ... will you take a bath?[+] tomorrow na ulit
2. ... will you watch a movie?[+] hmm.. im b-r-o-k-e... got it?
3. ... was the first time you fell in love?[+] hayskul
4. ... was the last time you went out with yourfriends?[+] errr.... di ko na nga lam.. miss them so much.. *sniff*
5. ... was the last time you said " i love you"?[+] kagabi,kanina,ngyn lang..hekhek
6. ... was the last time you read a book?[+] errr.... last week
7. ... was the last time you asked for help?[+] hmm.. kanina.. ::senorita::
8. ...was the last time you kissed your dad/mom?[+] nung kid pa ako...*****anyways.... ive got something for uhmmm... gurls... ****(from the yahoogroups of kineticdaze)Your head swims with man-getting information. Yourbrain is so jangled with advice and instructions thatyou get dizzy and have to put your head between yourlegs.What to do? Okay, pay attention now, I have the ultimateman-getting advice. You don't have to listen toanybody else. Just listen to me. okay, here's what to do:Nothing.If he's the wrong man, you can festoon yourself with wiles and perfume and French maid's outfits and nothing will work. You'll never get him, you'll neverkeep him, you don't have a chance.If he's the right man, you can have greasy hair,spinach in your teeth and your skirt inside out and he'll still be entranced and follow you to the ends ofthe earth.You don't have to believe me, but what i say is absolutely true. You just have to follow your own personal, weird, goofy, little star and some poor sucker is going to come along and die for you.--chiaki (i'm giving the proper credits) :p
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posted @ 6/29/2005 06:59:00 PM ||eUniCe
NC double A Darn, I wasn't able to go with them (my GURLLY friends) yesterday to watch NCAA at the big dome... anyways, its ok, coz if i did, my mom would have went to the hospital ALONE... Good thing i'm here... hehe... and besides, I'm b-r-o-k-e... got it? I have to spend my money wisely.. hehe.. i wanted to go to tagaytay this week.. and we are supposed to go there nga pala.. pero it was cancelled... hmmm... then, i'm not that sure din kng matutuloy kami ni ken sa pupuntahan namin on tuesday, my mom is sick, remember? so if she can managed(hehe) na by tuesday, maybe tuloy ung samin ni ken... pero pag di pa den.. sa July 6 na lang... pero sana la pa dad ko nun.. hmm.. kasi di na ako papayagan eh... Anyways, I was supposed to study for my VB finals tomorrow, pero eto na naman ako... t-a-m-a-d... but I have to... and I WILL... ok?.. for now, i'm just having a good time blogging, coz of the new template.. woohoo... hehe.... ilang months kaya tatagal toh... hehe... ung version 2 ko kasi 1 and a half months lang eh...(pasaway talaga)... currently listening to: AKAP by Imago About this song... during the short film fest awarding at the AV room, Princess shuck was the guest star (aside from Ara Mina), and I think, she's matthew's babe... anyways... Sa song no. ni Princess, "akap" kinanta niya... though I've heard it a million times before, hindi ko alam na "akap" pala ung title nun... I mean, ung kanta palang un ung "akap" ng imago... Panu ko nalaman? nung cnbi ni Ken... he told me na, "song ko daw for him ung akap" i asked him why, sabi nya.. "pakinggan mo na lang"... so pinakinggan ko nga cya(hangal)... and na gets ko kung bakit... yeah... there are things na I want him to tell me, especially problems nya.. pero cya kasi ung tipo ng guy na sinasarili ung problems, no matter how small, or big it is.. he wants to solve it by himself, alone... yeah right, i respect his decision, but, "kaya nga nandito ko dba? to share half of the burden with you.." pero, i know na kaya naman nya.. kahit wala ng tulong ko.. he's tough enough =)...(sana nga po).. Last monday... (tama ba) we watched madgascar, ang saya.. hehe.. ang kulit eh.. pero believe it or not, i cried at the movie house.. :p for what reason? nah... it's just between me and ken na lang...
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posted @ 6/26/2005 07:13:00 PM ||eUniCe
AKAPby ImagoNagtatanongbakit mahirapsumabay sa agosng iyong mundo
NagtatakaSimple lang naman sanaAng buhayKung ika'y matino
Sabihin sa akin lahat ng lihim moIingatan koIbaling sa akin ang problema mokakayanin ko
Pikit mata kong iaalayang buwan at arawpati pa sapatos kong suot
Nagtatanongsimple lang naman sanaang buhaykung ika'y lumayo
Sasamahan ka sa tamisSasamahan ka sa dilimSasamahan ka hanggang langitSasamahan ka sa tamisSasamahan ka sa paitSasamahan ka sa dilimSasamahan ka hanggang langit Sasamahan ka
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posted @ 6/26/2005 06:17:00 PM ||eUniCe
.:: THE BIRTH OF THE THIRD VERSION ::.Isn't it cute?? harharhar.... dba... it's my goal na palitan template ko every three months? here it goes!! hehehe... hope you like it!!! [actually, i was just so depressed... that's why i decided to kill myself! nah nah... juzz playin.. juzz playin...] =) **white background... pink layout... a fairy... im not into faeries... but i consider myself a FARIE CORPSE... harhar... i hate butterflies also.. kaya lang may butterfly eh... pero isa lang naman sha dbah.. harhar... feel ko white background ngayon... hehe... ako pa rin po si FALLEN ANGEL...
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posted @ 6/25/2005 05:23:00 PM ||eUniCe
as usualafter all those sleepless nights doing our projects, still we haven't convinced those panelist that WE HAVE DONE THE VERY BEST THAT WE COULD!!! DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!anyways... nagsawa na din naman akong isipin kung anong magiging grades namen sa mga subjects na yan... I guess... dapat kong pagbutihan ang finals... and i have to trust HIM.... in HIM alone... yah know... my bestfriend! He's the only person I know that could help me now... though there are times that i felt that he failed me, well maybe because, what I'm asking for was not right, or he could have answered me.. "NOT NOW MY CHILD"....So, I have to wait... and hopefully, maganda ang results ng mga pinag hirapan namin ni sarah...btw, i brought my mom to the hospital kanina... na high blood sya... pero i think she's fine now... sana nga po...
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posted @ 6/25/2005 02:59:00 PM ||eUniCe
10 Secrets to Fulfilling Relationships
The first secret? the power of THOUGHT. Love begins with our thoughts. We become what we think about. Loving thoughts create loving experiences and loving relationships. Affirmations can change our beliefs and thoughts about ourselves and others. If we want to love someone, we need to consider their needs and desires.
The second secret? the power of GIVING. If you want to receive love, all you have to do is give it! The more love you give, the more you will receive. To love is to give of yourself, freely and unconditionally. Practice random acts of kindness. Before committing to a relationship, ask not what the other person will be able to give to you, but rather what will you be able to give them. The secret formula of a happy, lifelong, loving relationship is to always focus on what you can give instead of what you can take.
The third secret? the power of RESPECT. You cannot love anyone or anything unless you first respect them. The first person you need to respect is yourself. To begin to gain self-respect ask yourself, "What do I respect about myself?" To gain respect for others, even those you may dislike, ask yourself "What do I respect about them?"
The fourth secret? the power of FRIENDSHIP. To find a true love, you must first find a true friend. Love does not consist of gazing into each other's eyes, but rather looking outward together in the same direction. To love someone completely you must love them for who they are, not what they look like. Friendship is the soil through which love's seeds grow. If you want to bring love into a relationship, you must first bring friendship.
The fifth secret? the power of LETTING GO. If you love something, let it free. If it comes back to you, it's yours; if it doesn't, it never was. Even in a loving relationship, people need their own space. If we want to learn to love, we must first learn to forgive and let go of past hurts and grievances. Love means letting go of our fears, prejudices, egos and conditions. "Today I let go of all my fears, the past has no power over me - today is the beginning of a new life."
The sixth secret? the power of COMMUNICATION. When we learn to communicate openly and honestly, life changes. To love someone is to communicate with them. Let the people you love know that you love them and appreciate them. Never be afraid to say those three magic words: "I Love You." Never let an opportunity pass to praise someone. Always leave someone you love with a loving word - it could be the last time you see them! If you were about to die but could make telephone calls to the people you loved, who would you call, what would you say and ... why are you waiting?
The seventh secret? the power of COMMITMENT. If you want to have love in abundance, you must be committed to it, and that commitment will be reflected in your thoughts and actions. Commitment is the true test of love. If you want to have loving relationships, you must be committed to loving relationships. When you are committed to someone or something, quitting is never an option. Commitment distinguishes a fragile relationship from a strong one.
The eighth secret? the power of PASSION. Passion ignites love and keeps it alive. Lasting passion does not come through physical attraction alone, it comes from deep commitment, enthusiasm, interest and excitement. Passion can be recreated by recreating past experiences when you felt passionate. Spontaneity and surprises produce passion. The essence of love and happiness are the same; all we need to do is to live each day with passion.
The ninth secret? the power of TOUCH. Touch is one of the most powerful expressions of love, breaking down barriers and bonding relationships. Touch changes our physical and emotional states and makes us more receptive to love.
The tenth secret? the power of TRUST. Trust is essential in all loving relationships. Without it, one person becomes suspicious, anxious and fearful and the other person feels trapped and emotionally suffocated. You cannot love someone completely unless you trust them completely. Act as if your relationship with the person you love will never end. One of the ways you can tell whether a person is right for you is to ask yourself, "Do I trust them completely and unreservedly?" If the answer is "no", think carefully before making a commitment.
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posted @ 6/21/2005 10:22:00 PM ||eUniCe
i'm all ALONE....
i feeL EMPTY
HELP me GOD....
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posted @ 6/21/2005 09:40:00 PM ||eUniCe
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posted @ 6/21/2005 09:34:00 PM ||eUniCe
In the eyes of a child i was at the grocery store kanina (sa shopwise festi po)... ang daming tao grabeeeehhh... HAPPY FATHER's DAY nga pala sa DAD ko.. love you DAD... sana mabasa mo toh! hehe... Ayon... then, there was a little girl, with a push cart, a big push cart talaga... then, dumating yung mom nia... and she was holding two bottles of beer then she put it in the cart.... the little gurl was like... "tsk tsk tsk... ano na naman yan?" nagulat ako sa reaction nung kid... she was only 5 - 7 years old.. pero she knows whats happening around her... at sabihan ba ang nanay nya ng ganon?! hehe.. pero... i think.. dapat di gnwa nung mom nya un... kasi dba... though alam ng anak nya na masama nga yun.. dapat iwasan nya na lang... yun lang! share ko lang!
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posted @ 6/19/2005 10:15:00 PM ||eUniCe
LOVEposted by:LHEN If somebody loves you and you dont love her, feel honored that love came and knock at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. If you fall in love with somebody and she falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try reclaim it or to assess blame. Let it go there's a reason and meaning.Remember that you don’t choose love, love chooses you, and all you can do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes in to your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing then reach out and give it a way. Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you. Give it to the others who are deemed poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in any way you can. Remember that, love has its own time, its own season and its own reason for coming and going.You cannot bribe it or coerce it, or reason it into staying.You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it a way when it comes to you.But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your love, there's nothing you can and there’s nothing you should do.Love has always been and will always be a mystery.Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life.If you keep your heart open then it will come again. "Failure is only the opportunity to begin more intelligently."ganda noh?
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posted @ 6/17/2005 11:26:00 PM ||eUniCe
it's true na mahirap magmahal
lalo na kung may commitments...( syempre once u enter a relationship.. may commitments talaga)
pero once you see the brighter side of things...
it is all worth it....
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posted @ 6/17/2005 11:05:00 PM ||eUniCe
HARDEST THING IN LOVE
1. flashing your smile to someone u don't want to see.
2. bringing back the feeling u've learned to forget.
3. showing that u care.
4. finding a way to mend a broken heart.
5. learning that u've been used by someone u truly love.
6. saying "i love you" when you mean it and when you don't.
7. letting go of a person u've just learned to love.
8. realizing that u love somebody u've just taken for granted.
9. realizing that u love the person u've just broken up with.
10. waiting for promises you know he'll never keep.
11. saying ur love for someone who loves somebody else.
12. reminiscing the good times u shared together.
13. shielding ur heart to love somebody.
14. trying to hide what u really feel.
15. having a commitment w/ someone that u know would not last.
16. trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from ur eyes.
17. sharing the one u love w/someone else.
18. loving a person too much.
19. giving up someone u never thought of giving up.
20. falling in love for the first time.
21. loving someone you haven't seen.
22. having the right love at the wrong time.
23. exerting effort to make the relationship last or work.
24. not being appreciated when u know u've given ur best.
25. taking the risk to fall in love again.
26. hiding ur relationship from someone else.
27. controlling ur feelings to avoid hurting a friend.
28. choosing between 2 persons whom u really love
29. taken for granted
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posted @ 6/17/2005 10:52:00 PM ||eUniCe
1. Ano ang nasa isip mo ngayon?
== panu na un e commerce site namin?
2. Sino ang nasa isip mo ngayon?
== tinatanong pa ba yan
3.May gagawin ka ba mamaya?
== sana... may inaantay ako.. waahh... *ecom* *ecom*
4.Kung hindi ikaw ang sarili mo ngayon, sino ka?
== artista ako
5.Ano nickname mo?
== unis,yunik,unisha
6.Nickname na pinaka-ayaw mong tinatawag ka?=
= wala naman
7.Bagay na dala-dala mo araw-araw ?
== cellphone
8.Taong lagi mong kasama:
== si TEL...lague ko ka classm8.. lalo naman c SARAH... sawa na nga ako sa kanilang dalawa eh.. hehe..
9.Ano ang palagi mong ginagawa after school?
== uwi... gawa projects!
10.Kung masa-stuck ka sa isang isla ng isang araw sino gusto mo mkasama...?
== ken
11.Kung magiging anime character ka?
== yuki sa his&her (yuki nga ba un)
12. Mamili ka: Iiwan mo ang taong mahal mo, atsingle ka na lang habambuhay pero marami kangpera, o kasama mo ang taong mahal mo peromagdarahop kayo habambuhay?
== magpapakamatay na lang ako!! <---tama nga naman
13.awiting nagre-reflect sa kung ano ang nararamdaman mo ngayon:
== hmm.. i dunno... but i rily love UR WORTHY by KITCHIE
13.Unang pumapasok sa isip mo pagkagising ngumaga:
== cnong nagtext? hehe
14.Bagay na natanggap mo na kinilig ka:
== flowers and chocolates
15.Natawag ka na bang nerd?
== ndi pa naman.. weird.. madalas..nyahahaha
16. Nagmamadali ka ba ngayon?
== hndi naman
17.Kung aalis ka at hindi ka na babalik ng Pilipinas kahit kailan, san ka pupunta?
== japan.. madaming gadgets dun.. hehe
18.Ano ang favorite mong song?
== ur worthy,especially4u,tru colors,tell me wer it hhurts,buses and trains....etc..etc..
19.Meron ka bang special someone?
== uh huh..
20.Gusto ka ba niya?
== oo..
21.Any words na gusto mong sabihin sa kaniya?
== pakabait ka huh
22.Alam mo kung asan siya ngayon?
== nsa hospital, his sister kasi is naka confine.. hehe
23.Ano favorite mong colors:s?
== white,pink,black,blue
24.Anong kind ng music ang gusto mo?
== acoustics, rock,alternatives
26.Ano gusto mo gawin ngayon?
== magpa salon.. haayy
27.Describe yourself in three words:
== i
== am
== refined
28.Gusto mong panuodin na movie ngayon?
== a lot like love!! damn!!!!
29.Aalis ka ba ngayon?
== ndi po
30.Anong ginawa mo kanina?
== hmm.. nagdefense, gumawa ng ecomerce site, pumasok sa school, umabsent sa isa kong subject,para tapusin nga ung site pero di pa den natapos, nag print nung sa sytsad... nag alala... nag alala...nag alala...
31.Eh kahapon?
== hayy!!! inayos ung sci cal ko sa VB! nag interview ng project manager ng international rectifier, gnwa ung documentation sa systad, sinimulan ung protoytpe ng ecomerce site!!!!
32.anong fave # mo at bkit?
== 9,8,15...cge na nga... 7..
33.Anong ayaw mong #?
== hmmm...wala naman....
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posted @ 6/17/2005 10:05:00 PM ||eUniCe
Even if our lives have not taken the course we had envisioned, even if we are less than the shape of our dreams, we are part of the human family, in the most inconsequential corners of our lives, is the opportunity for love. If I am blind, I can run my hand across the back of a shell and celebrate beauty. If I have no legs, I can sit in quiet wonder before the restless murmurs of the sea. If I am wounded in spirit, I can reach out my hand to those who are hurting. If I am lonely, I can go among those who are desperate for love. T here is no tragedy or injustice so great, no life so small and inconsequential, that we cannot bear witness to the light in the quiet acts and hidden moments of our days. And who can say which of these acts and moments will make a difference? The universe is a vast and magical membrane of meaning, stretching across time and space, and it is not given to us to know her secrets and her ways. Perhaps we were placed here to meet the challenge of a single moment; perhaps the touch we give will cause the touch that will change the world." Opportunity for LOVE
"There is in each of us, no matter how humble, a capacity for love.
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posted @ 6/15/2005 07:55:00 PM ||eUniCe
I'm one of them too! "Women want the fairy tale. Not all women, of course, but most women grow up dreaming about the kind of man who would risk everything for them, even knowing they might get hurt." ni-post ng ate ko yan.. that line is form the book "True Believer" by Nicholas Sparks
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posted @ 6/13/2005 04:43:00 PM ||eUniCe
hmmm.... my first flash document.... haayyy....
my site
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posted @ 6/12/2005 10:33:00 PM ||eUniCe
for whom??
1.last place i've been to
:cr
2. I am
:refined
3. They say I am
:weird,loud
4. Yesterday
:we planned for an outing in tagaytay [ken&i, jay&tel, king&sah]
5. Last person who texted you?
soc..
6. Last person you called?
ken
7. Last name in your received calls?
byn.. but i think it was for sah
8. How old are you?
18
9. What music is playing?
none
10. last thing you drank?
huh?
11. Last thing you bought for yourself
:uhm.. a holder?
12. You want to
:see the brighter side of things...CLEARLY
13. I really like
:to go somewhere.. where i can find freedom... where i can see myself standing beside someone, then i'll try to smile without hesitations...
14. I have a crush on
:ashton kutcher
15. I really hate
:liars! plastic! backstabbers!
HAVE YOU EVER ::
1. gotten wasted?
ofcourse
2. ran away?
no...
3. broken someone's heart?
i dunno...(manhid?!) hahahaha
4. had ur heart broken?
yuzz
5. cried when someone died?
yuzz
6. broken a bone?
sprain
7. cried in school?
i did
WHAT/WHO
::1. your good luck charm?
got faith in Him.. i dont nid those.. :)
2. person u hate most?
ang dami eh
3. makes u laugh d most?
barz! ken!
4. makes u smile?
my friends.. cya
5. has a crush on u?
i dunno
DO/DID YOU
:1. sit by the phone waiting for a call all night?
tried it...
2. chat online?
ofcourse
3. save emails?
oo namn
4. wish u were with someone elsesomeone else?
what do u mean
5. cry in front of friends
:yes i did
SO...
1.do you get jealous easily?
hahaha... yes
2. what have u been doing these past few days?
SCHOOL WORKS... PROJECT SH*T
3. what are you thinking about now?
sana lagi cyang ganon...
sana di ako nakilala nung nasa likod ko kahapon
my projects... sh*t
4.what did you do last night?
slept...
5.what did you last say to a friend last night?
ingat
6.when will you marry?
financially stable...
7.When did u last receive a gift?
hmm... nung christmas pa yata? ay hndi... basta nung feb..
8.when did you last drink alcoholic beverages?
hmmm.. last march pa
9. what was your greatest bet ever made?
hmmm.... i dunno
10. is all fair in love?
NO, it is NOT. <--definitely
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posted @ 6/11/2005 04:18:00 PM ||eUniCe
RANDOM THINGS ABOUT ME
01.Your name? real name:
-- Eunice Kristin Valonzo Velasco
02. Hobbies?
-- going online,experimenting thngs & thinking
03. Gender?
-- F
04. Schools?
-- SMS,Mapua IT
05. Height?
-- 5'2
06. zodiac sign?
-- scorpio
08. Address?
-- ...b8 l21 iris st. camella homes alabang1 munt city
09. Email add?
-- meezzcute@yahoo.com
10. Hair colour?
-- black?
11. Eye colour?
-- black?
13. Right or left handed?
-- right
14. Status?
-- single..not available
15. Siblings?
-- a brother and a sister
16. Last 4 digits of your mobile no?
-- 8298
17. When's your Birthday?
-- 11-15
18. Do you have a Car?
-- **wishing**
=====================*Have you...*
21. Tried smoking?
-- yes... shhh
22. Drink alcohol?
-- yup
23. Been hurt emotionally?
-- i've been...
24. Kept a secret from anyone?
-- always
25. Been on stage?
-- several times [lolz]
=====================*Favourites*
26. Color?
-- black,wyt,pink
27. Food?
-- sweets,fries,bico.hehe
29. Number?
-- 9
30. Cartoons?
-- his&her circumstances
32. Song?
-- ur worthy,fall on me
33. Movie?
-- 50 firsts dates
34. Subject?
-- ECOM!! bwahahah
=====================*Right now*
36. Wearing?
-- pink shirt,volleyball shorts
37. Hairstyle?
-- hmm
38. Looking at?
-- PC monitor!
39. Thinking of?
-- e-commerce site prototype
40. Listening to?
-- none
=====================*Do you believe in...*
41. Love?
-- *sigh* yes
42. Faith?
-- yes
43. Yourself?
-- of course!
44. Ghosts?
-- well, yes
45. Angels?
-- yup
=====================*In the last 24hrs...*
46. Worn jeans?
-- yea, in skul
48. Cried?
-- nope
49. Met someone new?
-- haven't
50. Last person u talkd to on the phone?
-- ken
=====================*Love life*
51. Do you believe in love?
-- i jst knw it exists..
52. Have a secret admirer?
-- dunno
53. Do you wanna get married?
-- in time, yes.
54. Do you plan on having kids?
-- yuff
55. How old you wanna be when you getmarried?
-- when both of us are finally ready and stable
56. How old you wanna be when you have yourchild?
-- hmm.. depends
57. How many kids do you want?
-- 3 [sana]
58. Would you have kids before marriage?
-- NO
59. Do you have a Crush?
-- yes, i do!
60. What do you want most in a Relationship?
-- i have someone who sees my worth...
61. Pink or Black?
-- pwedeng both
62. Kiss or hug?
-- both..
63. Summer or winter?
-- winter
64. Sunny or rainy?
-- sunny! [wa-poise pag rainy]
65. Chocolate or vanilla?
-- vanilla
66. Hanging out or chillin`?
-- hanging out
67. Music or TV?-
- music! music! music!
68. Hamburger or Pizza?
-- pizza, dear..
69. Smile or Laughing?
-- laughing
70. Sleeping or eating?
-- eating
71. Mc Donald's or KFC?
-- kfc
72. Silver or gold?
-- both
73. Sunset or sunrise?
-- aww.. sunset!!!
74. On phone or in person?
-- in person...
75. Diamonds or Pearls?
-- diamonds
76. Adidas or puma?
-- nike
77. Band members or models?
-- band members!
78. slank?
-- whatda
79. sneakers or boots?
-- sneakers
80. Jack daniels or Chivas Regal?
-- wala
81. Citos?
-- wha?
82. clubbing or love music?
-- gigs
83. Johnny depp or Brad Pitt?
-- eww... ashton!
85. Kolosal/epic or romantic comedy?
-- rom com
86. sexy/naughty or kind/plain?
-- sexy and kind!
83.BMW or Mercedes?
-- chedeng
88. incubus or maroon 5?
-- incubus!! go brandon!
89. Montreal or Toronto?
-- Toronto
90. long haired or bald guy?
-- clean cut..
91. pop or rock?
-- rock
92. beach or mountain?
-- beach
93. Pepsi or Coke?
-- coke
94. DVD or cinema?
-- cinema9
5. nokia or ericsson?
-- N6680
96. 311 or hoobastank?
-- 311
97. Asia or America?
-- Asia
98. tattoo or piercing?
-- piercing[where's 99??]
100.asking or answering?
-- both..i need both
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posted @ 6/11/2005 04:01:00 PM ||eUniCe
Only real men know how to treat the womanhe loves. Read, Learn, and Put into gooduse.
1. Tell her she is "beautiful", not "hot".
2 . Hold her hand at any moment even if itsjust for a second.
3 . Kiss her on the forehead.
4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.
5 . Always tell her how beautiful she is, nomatter what she's wearing.
6 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tellher how much she means to you.
7 . Recognize the small things . . . THEYUSUALLY MEAN THE MOST!
8 . Call her baby.
9 . Sing to her no matter how horrible yourvoice is.
10 . Pick her over all the other girls you hangout with.
11 . Write her notes. {she loves them}
12 . Introduce her to family and friends asyour girlfriend.
13 . Play with her hair.
14 . Pick her up, tickle her and play-wrestlewith her.
15 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.
16 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes,just tell her jokes.
17 . Throw pebbles at her window in themiddle of the night just because you missedher.
18 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.
19 . Carve your names into a tree.
20 . If she's mad at you, apologize because SHE is always right.
21 . CUDDLE.
22 . Bring her flowers just because.
23 . Treat her the same around your friendsas you do when you're alone.
24 . Look her in the eyes and smile.
25 . Let her take as many pictures of you asshe wants.
26 . never call her your "chic"
27 . Kiss her in the rain.
28 . hold her hand while ur driving. whetherits manual or automatic!
29 . If your in love with her . . . TELL HER. (beman enough to do it face to face!!)
Girls - Repost if you think its true
Guys - Repost if you would treat a girl like this
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posted @ 6/11/2005 03:57:00 PM ||eUniCe
WHAT IS IN L I F E?
LIFE
The most useless thing to do.... ........Worry
The greatest Joy............... ...Giving
The greatest loss......Loss of self-respect
The most satisfying work.. .......Helping others
The ugliest personality trait............Selfishness
The most endangered species.........Dedicated leaders
The greatest "shot in the arm"..........Encouragement
The greatest problem to overcome..... ..........Fear
Most effective sleeping pill.... ..Peace of mind
The most crippling failure disease... ..Excuses
The most powerful force in life. .....Love
The most dangerous pariah..................A gossiper
The world's most incredible computer... .....The brain!
The worst thing to be without................... Hope
The deadliest weapon......The tongue
The two most power-filled words......... "I Can"
The greatest asset...... ...Faith
The most worthless emotion.....Self-pity
The most prized possession................Integrity
The most beautiful attire.. ...A SMILE!
The most powerful channel of communication..... ...Prayer
The most contagious spirit............. .Enthusiasm
The most important thing in life........ ........GOD
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posted @ 6/05/2005 06:49:00 PM ||eUniCe
survey.... GURLS!! 1. what do your friends call you? eunice,unis,unish,unik yup... c beshy tin! opo, sometimes yup.. stilletoes sometimes... if needed.. hehe long hair.. layered... with side bangs 45 mins. for shower....15 mins. to dress up...30 mins. to fix my hair and everything else... i guess.. yes... pero di sya actually kikay kit eh blush,lip gloss,eyeliner(w/c i havnt used yet),curler... uhmm... eyeshadow stick... 30 - 45 mins. po yup... e-fan po... bawal po ako mag blow dry eh wear it down lang... pero dahil mainit.. naka pony tail ako nge.. di naman nope... minsan lang .... cant remember na... i have no time .... di pa nga eh never relax lang.. used to.. lagi french tips.. jeans, tank tops. hehe.. shirt.. blouses... hmm... both! 2.. bwahahaha... yes... brand of what? i don't stick to brands, i just buy whatever it is that i want.. {---tama wash n moisturize face lang.. toothbrush! nope.. sa cr lang.. at tsaka pala sa table sa lobby... when everyone else is fixing themselves too... hahha.. minsan not anymore... wala na akong makita eh sus... bwahahah.. hndi uhmm.. i want someone who's sweet.. someone who's not scared to show affection in front of people.. tapos i want someone din na gentleman, into sports and outgoing and friendly.. Yung kahit san mo dalhin, he can really carry himself well and can really mingle with other people.. dapat fun din sya kasama tska syempre someone who'd make me feel really special..=) who said girls can't rock?!?! but ofcourse.. it's fun! wala lng.. la magawa..=)
2. is your bestfriend a girl?
3. do you wear make-up heheh..
4. do you wear shoes with high heels?
5. do you like wearing dresses?
6. do you have short or long hair?
7. one length or layered?
8. how long does it take you to fix yourself up?
9. do you have a "kikay" kit?
10. if yes, what's inside?
11. how long do you take a bath?
12. do you use conditioner?
13. how do you dry your hair?
14. what's your usual hairstyle?
15. do you panic if you have a pimple?
16. do you often go to the salon?
17. when was the last time you went to the salon?
8. what did you do in the salon?
19. have you ever colored your hair?
20. relax? rebond? have you tried those?
21. do you paint your nails?
22. what's your usual get up?
23. rubber shoes or sandals?
24. how many piercings do you have?
25. do you go on a diet?
26. what brand do you use?
27. do you have "rituals" before sleeping?
28. do you put cucumber on your eyes?
29. do you fix yourself anywhere?
30. do stay inside the cr for a long time?
31. do you have lots of crushes and share them with friends?
32. do you blush whenever you see that special person?
33. what do you like in a guy?
34. is it fun being a girl?
35. what do you feel answering this?
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posted @ 6/05/2005 12:17:00 PM ||eUniCe
all messed up! hayyy.. wala lang.. feeling ko nagsayang lang ako ng oras sa school kanina... yung mga naka schedule na gagawin namin... hindi namin natapos... huhuhu... anyways... IT week nga pala samen.. pero ang panget eh... parang ordinary day lang den. i'm so bothered na naman... damn... damn talaga.... i dunno why!!!! pucha... bakit ba ako ganito... may virus pc ko.. nyehehehehehe... kelan kaya ako magkakatym mag full system scan... ala din naman kasi kwenta norton.. lahat na lang "unable to fix this..." anyways.... ang dami kong nisagutan sa blogthings.com noh.. nyahahaha... kasi wala po ako mailagay... bwahahaha... **may problem nga pala ako dun sa isa kong friend... ano kaya gagawin ko... kasi namn... baka pag ni confront ko, eh mag away lang kami... I'll find another time na lang... pag di na hectic ang sched?? or kausapin ko yung isang common friend namin... na a bit older..(wow a bit older daw) as in older na pala... prof. ko eh... haaayyy... sya lang kasi makakapag convince dun...kasi kawawa naman yung isa kong friend...siya yung naaapektuhan ng pagiging super dependent nung isa...** ~~pucha... ayan... nagtext pa... pakopya naman daw ng assignment... anu ba yan... tataguan ko na lang cya bukas... lahat na lang kasi, projects, assignments, mp... lagi syang nagdedepend samin... sobra na kasi...
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posted @ 5/31/2005 09:20:00 PM ||eUniCe
feeLin haPpy today... nothin really special.. im just happy... for whatever reason... im glad im happy now...thank God.. rhank you very much....
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posted @ 5/29/2005 05:58:00 PM ||eUniCe
1.Msarap b mgmahal? 2. Anong masasabi mo sa taong nagpipigil ng love? > > ung MAPAPGKATIWALAAn..ung hndi NANG IIWAN SA ERE... 11.0 Do you believe in love? < 12.)TELEBABAD ka ba to the max ? > dati po > bitch, mayabang, posers, copycats,insecure,feeling... MAHANGIN... lalo na ung ni basted ni SARAH TAPEL.. ang hangin... [note: oi madami un, hulaan nio na lang kung cno sa knila :P]sarbey ni fiel..
> yep..
2.Mhirap b mainlove s taong my mahalng iba?
> yep
3.Mahirap b pag may taong sobrang mahal ka perod mo nman mahal?
> hmmm, d nmn cguro
4.Mahirap b pag mahal mo, mahal ka pero dpedeng maging kayo?
> bkt di pwede...? i do believe that love conquers all...
5.Mahirap b pag pinagpanggap kng gf/bf ng mahalmo para pagselosin mahal nya?
> nyii.. di ako papayag... ang panget eh...
PART 2
1.God is giving u just 5 more minutes tolive, kung my mhal ka, anong bagay ang ssbihinmo s taong mahal mo?
> bye... pakabait ka...wag mo pababayaan sarili mu... ingat ka lague... lalabshu...hehe
2.Ano ssbihin mo s isang taong ayaw mniwala nmahal mo sya?
> bahal cya sa buhay nya
3.Ano ms msakit? iniwan k, o niloko k,?
> both...
4.Was der ever a time n tlgang pingaralan mongmahalin ang isang tao?
> hmmm... yes..
5.Can lovers be friends after d break up?
> depende sa break up...
PART 3
1.Ano msasabi mo sa taong sobrangseloso/selosa?
> sa kangkungan ka pu2lutin ha ha ha
3.Ano masasabi mo s mga playboy/playgirl?
> lolz.. magbago ka na! karma lang katapat mo. . .
4.Ano masasabi mo s mga salawahan?
> ganun din
5.Ano msasabi mo s mga mangaagaw?
> tsk tsk tsk.... hindi mo ba naisip na kung naagaw mo ang babae/lalakeng yan.. ay malaki din ang posibilidad na maagaw den cya saio?? gets?? i mean.. kung pinagpalit nya ung dati nyang gf/bf saio.. eh, pwedeng pwede ka din nyang ipagpalit sa iba??? haayyy...
6.Ano masasabi mo s mga nanloko sayo?
> wala pa naman sa ngayon...
7.Ano masasabi mo s taong ngmamahalsyo ngaun?
> lalabshu too.. muah
PART 4
1.)2 TIMER ka ba ?
> nope.. ayoko po ma karma
2.)Paano ka mag-MAHAL?
> ayus lang.. tanong mo sa knya ok...
3.)WARFREAK k b?
> uhmmm... oo... bwahahaha...
4.)Ano ang karamihang FIRST IMPRESSION sayo?
> suplada,mataray,ma angas,pero friendly..
5.)Mabilis ka ba magka-CRUSH sa isang tao?
> di naman
6.)SELOSO,SELOSA KA BA?
> somehow...
8.)Madali ka bang MAKALIMOT ?
> ndi mashado
9.)Paano mo masasabi na TRUE FRIENDang isang tao?
10)importante FRIENDS OR FAMILY??
> family, wlang kapalit un eh
13.)Do you believe in REINCARNATION ?
> hmmm
14.)May KINAIINISAN ka ba ngaun?
> wala po... un palang MAHANGIN na feeling nya yata eh gwapo cya... basted naman.. bwahahahah... ang bad ko noh...
15)Age mo?
> 18
16.)San ka nakatira?
> bahay po... sa alabang muntinlupa city!! hehe
17.) HATE mo na tao?
18.)Ma-PRIDE ka ba?
> di po...
19.) Are you a TXT-ADDICT?!
> nyek.. di namn
20.) Sinong mahal mo?
> family ko. . .at friends... at c ken kalbo na villain sa movie nila na mala starwars na parang matrix na naka sando lang na white ung bida na si macky na nakuryente na madaming kalaban pero nag iisa lang cya... eh? basta... hehe
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posted @ 5/27/2005 09:34:00 PM ||eUniCe
"I had thought that only others had the courage to love. But now I discovered that I too was capable of loving. Even if loving meant leaving, or solitude, or sorrow, love was worth every penny of its price." [by the river piedra i sat down and wept]
damn... bsahin nio ung book!! maganda po promise....
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posted @ 5/27/2005 09:13:00 PM ||eUniCe
HS FRIENDS!!! dapat kahapon ko pa toh ni-post eh.. kaya lang di ako nag online kahapon.. anyways, here it goes... Yesterday, I got home late. Luckily, hndi nagalit mom ko.. hehe...Instead, she asked me, "How's Paula?" hehe... I hung out with my HS Friends last night. Actually, that was not planned. This is how it happened. As I'm on my way home, I decided to forward messages to some of my friends. One of them is SAm , his reply was, "Bakit di mo daw tntxt c janet, pao and zarah? Dito kami shakeys festi" And that's it, I went there and joined them.We just ate dinner and took some pictures of........ OURSELVES.... bwahahahahaha.... we missed each other so much!! bwahahahahaha.... All in all, we are six, james, Sam, Pao, Janet, Zarah and me...(tHey're not really my barkada, but they are my close friends) After the dinner, napagtripan namin magpa studio pic... It was nice... but not too nice... hehe Then, Chikahan na!!! Same old stuffs that we usually do way back our HS days.. Tawa lang kami ng tawa... hobby na namin.. nyeheheh... 10:30 na kami umalis sa Festival... Pag uwi ko, natulog na ako.. di nakoh nakapag review sa rizal na subject ko(life and works of our national hero). Kanina kasi yung midterm exam namin, Chapters 1 - 10... whew... buti na lang nabasa ko na yung Chapters 1 - 7 dati pa... as in dati pa... :-S.... pero kahit stock knowledge lang ang alam ko, I still got 47 out of 50... yey... hehe.. (yabang ba).. harhar...I'm proud lang po... kasi minsan lang yung kahit hindi ako nagreview for an examination, I still passed the exam... astteeeggg... hehe.. cge... til next time! where are the pictures?!?! COMING SOON PA PO.. hehe
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posted @ 5/27/2005 08:41:00 PM ||eUniCe
oh my i'm having trouble againhmmm... yes... i'm having trouble again... nah... not with him... with myself!! damn...i'm having my PMS... bwahahahaha... you heard it right....not quite sure... pero kasi.. the symptoms are buggin' me... nyahahahai love food!! even more... damn....i crave for chocolates.... sh*t... and... i'm hot tempered... since monday...usually, PMS approaches a week before the actual "monthly period"...and i'm expecting my "good friend" to visit me next week... hehedba.. so... its seems na i'm right na dis is pms nga.. anyways.... this is my color... quizme!BLUE
You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive.
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posted @ 5/25/2005 09:25:00 PM ||eUniCe
a day with kimi...Well, kimi is my schoolmate since elementary... lagi nga kami classmate nyan.. cmula grade2 up to grade 6.. pero nung high school, di na kami ulit naging magka - classmate...tapos, ngayong college... well, mag ka schoolmate na naman kame.. nyehehehe.... nagulat nga ako nung makita ko siya sa Mapua, CS po ang course niya... so i'm expecting na di ko siya magiging classmate, pero pwede den.. sa mga DLHS na subjects lang... pero for two years, hndi pa den kami naging classmate...But, this term, after i failed my OOP course...grrrr... (of the 25 students, 9 failed.. with no reason at all..damn) [FYI: sa Mapua po... halos normal na lang ang umuulit ng subject.. dhil ang grade ng 3 ay ginto na para sa iba... ;)]...so i have to take it up again... but IM274P is not offered this term, so i have to look up for an equivalent course... and i found one... CS094P... hehe... expected ko na na puro CS ang classmates namin.... and i was right... kami lang ang IM.. hehe.. and... c kimi classmate ko!! wahahahaha....So lagi ko sya kasabay umuwi every tuesday... laboratory lang kasi namin nun eh... 7:30 - 12pm... Pero syempre di kami umuuwi agad, hehe... katulad kanina...We went to festival... wala lang.. para mag shopping (yeboi parang ang dami naming pera noh) and para magkwentuhan about life... about HALE.. wahhh... champ is so cute talaga... hehe.. I bought a bag nga pala... it's white...with a little bit of black... basta it's nice.. kami ni kimi pumili eh... hehe... and before i forgot [FYI: di po masarap ang watermelon sa zagu.. it's too sweet... ;)]We also went to ATC... muntik pa nga namin makita si sheldon (bassist ng HALE).. nagtext kasi sya na he is also going to ATC, pero ayaw ni kimi na makita sya... nyehehe.. i dunno why... aion.. kimi bought blouses.. tapos umuwi na kami.. kasi nga nagmamadali sya dahil ayaw nyang makita si sheldon... ahahahaha... may usapan pa nga kami na, pag nakita namin si sheldon, bibilhin nya ung cute na bag... (medyo ethnic sya pero asteg).. eh hndi namin nakita.. so hndi nya binili.. and ung keychain... not actually keychain... na little girl with big teeth... bwahahaha... for me.. ang epal nun.. pero c kimi seryoso sya na gusto niya un.. nyahahah... ang wierd... anyways.... nag enjoy ako.. masaya pa rin kasi sya kasama eh... hehe... yun lang... ;)
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posted @ 5/24/2005 08:36:00 PM ||eUniCe
goal: chanGE sKin every thrEe mOnthS....
there are stiLL posErS and CopyCats around eh... that'S why... ;)
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posted @ 5/23/2005 09:59:00 PM ||eUniCe
worst day ever!!! waaaahhhh!!!! toh na yata pinaka panget na araw... apat ang quiz ko ngayong araw... tapos may mga taong umepal pa... haaayyy... pero ok lang... haaayy.... tinatamad kasi ako magkwento eh... nyahahahah... next time na lang ha... miss you!
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posted @ 5/23/2005 08:00:00 PM ||eUniCe
.:restless:. im feeling restless today.... hehe... di pa nga ako ngsstart mag aral eh... 4 quizzes ko bukas... goshness... anyways... i'm happy naman eh... i'm with my bebe last nyt... we watched movie... and we had fun... we are always having fun... together... ken nga pala has an upcoming movie.. watch kaio ha! nyahahaha.. lolz... im proud of him.. though i deny it pag kausap ko cya.. hehe.... peace... i dont know the title eh... it's a 10 minute movie... hehe.. project for his rizal course... buti na lang section namen wala.. hehe... he is not the leading man.. Macky is the leading man.. and ken is... should i say the "villain" hehe.. yes, he is the villain...ang kulet ng shooting nila kahapon... sumakit tummy ko kakatawa.. lolz... basta po... we're doin fyn.. for your information... for those people who wants to know... we are all fine now.. and im happy with it...kennish pa den... :) we are happy na... so... back off.. hehe..
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posted @ 5/22/2005 08:47:00 PM ||eUniCe
a touchy story My husband is an Engineer by profession, I love him for his steady nature, and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders. Three years of courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness. I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings, I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband, is my complete opposite, his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about love. One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce.
"Why?" he asked, shocked. "I am tired, there are no reasons for everything in the world!" I answered. He kept silent the whole night, seems to be indeep thought with a lighted cigarette at all times. My feeling of disappointment only increased, here was man who can't even express his predicament, what else can I hope from him? And finally he asked me: " What can I do to change your mind?" Somebody said it right, it's hard to change a person's personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him. Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered: "Here is the question, if you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind. Let's say, I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death, will you do it for me?" He said: "I will give you your answer tomorrow...."
My hopes just sank by listening to his response. I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece ofpaper with his scratchy handwriting, underneath a milk glass,on the dining table near the front door, that goes....
My dear, "I would not pick that flower for you, but please allow me to explain the reasons further.." This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading.
"When you use the computer you always messup the software programs and you cry in front of the screen, I have to save my fingers so that I can help restore the programs.
You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you.
You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to show you the way.
You always have the cramps whenever your "good friend" approaches every month, I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy.
You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.
You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help clip your nails, and help remove those annoying whitehairs. So I can also hold your hand while strolling down thebeach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand... and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the color of the glow on your young face...
Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do... I could not pick that flower yet, and die.. "
My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting...and as I continue on reading... "Now, that you have finished reading my answer, if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favorite bread and fresh milk...
I rushed to pull open the door and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands the milk bottle and loaf of bread....
Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much....
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posted @ 5/22/2005 10:49:00 AM ||eUniCe
i hate you...
damn....
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posted @ 5/20/2005 08:32:00 PM ||eUniCe
"Love is a commitment of the heart that will stand the test of wavering emotions, intellectual rationalizing, circumstantial allure, hormonal infatuation, and even the wounds of your lover. Anything less is not true love."
paolo coelho
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posted @ 5/19/2005 09:34:00 PM ||eUniCe
MEN MEN MEN... OH MEN!!! 1. The nice men are ugly. 2. The handsome men are not nice. 3. The handsome and nice men are gay. 4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married. 5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men, have no money. 6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we are only after their money. 7. The handsome men without money are after our money. 8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough. 9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice, and have money, are cowards. 10. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice, and have some money and thank God are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!! 11. The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative. NOW, WHO THE HELL UNDERSTANDS MEN? Men are like a fine wine. They all start out like grapes, and it's our job to stomp on them and keep them in the dark until they mature into something you'd like to have dinner with."
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posted @ 5/19/2005 08:33:00 PM ||eUniCe
VISITORS AND FRIENDS
tag kaio ha.. hehe... my blogsite is still under construction... hehe...
thanx!!!
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posted @ 5/19/2005 01:05:00 PM ||eUniCe
MORE PICS BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
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posted @ 5/19/2005 12:47:00 PM ||eUniCe
MORE PICS
si kEn kaLbOoOoO!!
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posted @ 5/16/2005 11:29:00 PM ||eUniCe
whO saiD gUrLs caN't rock??
haha...
well.. time fOr a nEw LoOk... foR a cHange...
so.. neW sKin!!!
whaT's wiTh thE neW sKin??
first and ForEmoSt.. it's Pink.. and UnfOrtunatEly.. i'M a Pink fReeaAkk!!
secOnd... i wAnt to be UNIQUE... so HoPefuLLy... nOthin in hEre wiLL be cOpiEd by Anyone.. for whAtevER rEasOn..
thIrd... mY mUsic gEnRe is rOck.. rEmemBer?? hehe...
bUt..
i'M stiLL the faLLen AngeL... ['d oNe anD only]
thAt's iT!! i'M oUt!
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posted @ 5/15/2005 12:54:00 AM ||eUniCe
pictures!!!
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posted @ 5/15/2005 12:17:00 AM ||eUniCe
+Your partner constantly makes you laugh at the most ordinary things.
+You cannot imagine life, or the next day, without each other.
+for an occasion, your partner gives you something you never knew you needed and now cannot imagine living without it.
+You can spend the whole day together without complaining about each other's table manners, corny jokes, or taste in clothes.
You've seen each other cry, heard each other snore, and felt each other's frustration, and it only +makes you more in love with each other.
+Your partner picks the time you are at your lowest to tell you that he/she thinks you're special.
+You fight about the here and now and not about what he/she did yesterday, last week, or last year.
+You want to fall asleep to the sound of each other's voice.
+Even if there were nothing to do, you'd still be happy because you're together at any particular time.
+When you need time to be by yourself, your partner doesn't sulk or breathe a sigh of relief.
+You share each other's triumphs without feeling inwardly jealous or self-pitying.
+In a bar or restaurant or caf, you ask for each other's order before you order for yourselves.
+You are not ashamed or afraid to introduce your partner as your "girlfriend/boyfriend", "my significant other", or, better yet, "the best part of me".
+You find yourselves picking up some of the other's interests and mannerisms (the good ones). +When you hold hands, you feel that certain "zing", and you never want to let him/her go. +Strangers come up to you and tell you that you look alike.
+You'd pick him over Keanu Reeves (and her over Cameron Diaz) any day.
+What was once an irritating habit of his/hers is now actually endearing.
+When he/she is near, your whole body senses it.
+You tell your mom that you think you've found the one you're going to end up with.
+Your mother is actually worried that you've found the One.
+Your friends say that you are good for each other.
++You say "I love you" at least once a day, in several different ways.
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posted @ 5/14/2005 01:44:00 PM ||eUniCe
Constantly
I knew it was there
Though I tried to hide it
The feeling just kept on shining through
Haven't know you that long
So I try to deny it
But the feeling was much too much too strong
Could this be love
Deep down inside
Tearing me apart
I feel it in my heart
[Chorus:]
Constantly, you're on my mind
Thinking about you all the time
I can't sleep no matter what I do
I just keep on thinking 'bout you
Why do I feel this way
When I know you have someone
That you're seeing each and every day
Should I play this game
Of just being your friend
When I know that's not where I want it to end
How could this be wrong
When the feeling's so strong
Tearing me apart
I feel it in my heart
[Chorus:]
Constantly, you're on my mind
Thinking about you all the time
I can't sleep no matter what I do
I just keep on thinking 'bout you
No I don't want to start no trouble
Between you and I and your lover
But I must tell you what I'm going through
Everytime you walk by I see love in your eyes
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posted @ 5/10/2005 09:38:00 PM ||eUniCe
Tell Me Where It Hurts Why are you crying? Tell me now, tell me now Tell me, why you're feelin' this way I hate to see you so down, oh baby! Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces Makin' you cry Makin' you feel blue Is there anything that I can do Why don't you tell me where it hurts now, baby And I'll do my best to make it better Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away Just tell me where it hurts Now, tell me And I love you with a love so tender Oh and if you let me stay I'll love all of the hurt away Why are they falling? somebody, somebody, somebody leave your heart in the cold You just need somebody to hold on, baby(Give me a chance) To put back all the pieces Take hold of your heart Make it just like new There's so many things that I can do [Chorus] Oh, that's breakin' all in pieces Makin' you cry Makin' you feel blue Is there anything that I can do Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me And I'll do my best to make it better Yes, I'll do my best to make the tears all go away Just tell me where it hurts Now, tell me And I love you with a love so tender Oh, and if you let me stay I"LL LOVE ALL OF THE HURT AWAY
Why is that sad look in your eyes
Is it your heart
[CHORUS:]
Where are all those tears coming from
Is it your heart
[CHORUS]
Tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me baby
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posted @ 5/10/2005 09:14:00 PM ||eUniCe
SeLos???? As in JeALOuSy???
Bakit nga ba may mga taong nagseselos???
Na-eXpeRieNce mO na bA... Na... ang iyong MADIR...
"Ma, manonood lang po ng sine..."
"Anak... next time na lang..."
Lagi ka na lang hinihigpitan...
you're not allowed to do this...
you're not allowed to do that...
At kahit pa ang iniisip mo ay magpa-sweet sa NANAY mo...
Tipong bibili ka ng regalo para lang mapangiti sha...
"Ma, punta lang po sa mall... may bibilin lang.."
"No anak... dito ka na lang..."
O diba??? Sha na nga inaalala mo... ayaw pa?? Binongga ka talaga!!!
'mantalang ang kapatid mo... "Ma, overnight kami ng barkada sa 'Tipolo..."
"Ok anak, ingat..."
Wow... parents really are fair sa mga anak nila... na PABORITO nila...
Diba nakakasama ng loob??? Feeling mo... wala shang tiwala sayo...
Feeling mo... kahit sino, pinapaboran nya, pwera IKAW...
You'd really feel like you're DAMNED!!!
Na-eXpeRieNce mO na bA... Na... ang BESTFRiEND mo...
Na dati... "Bestfriend, ang sarap umiyak... sakit e"
With whom you'll respond "Best, ok lang yan... lilipas din yan..."
Na ngayon ay may ibang nakakaclose??? Tipong wala na siyang oras sayo???
Tipong... parang di mo na sha kilala at mas kilala na sha ng new found friend nya???????!!
Tipong pag nakausap mo sha... nahihiya ka pa...
Ang feeling???... feeling mo you're no longer needed...
Feeling mo... nakalimutan ka na nya...
Feeling mo... naaalala ka lang nya pag kelangan ka nya...
Na-eXpeRieNce mO na bA... Na... ang LIHIM mong MAHAL ...
Na dati... kinakausap ka ng madalas... lagi kang naaalala...
Na dati... di mo na kailangan pang magpapansin para mapansin...
At dati rin... ay parang nagkakaron na rin ng feelings for you...
Ay may iba nang kinagigiliwan ngayon???!!!
At ngayon... ay naalala ka lang pag may ikukwento sha tungkol sa kanyang giliw...
Ang malupet pa don... eto na ang opening line nya...
"Lam mo ba, si 'love interest' ko, mahal na mahal ko na..."
ABA!!! Inangkin nya na ang iniirog nya... na deep inside of you...
Shetzzzzz...... it hurts badly... like HELL...
So you just say to yourself... "Hayy... lalayo na nga ako... masasaktan lang ako..."
Lalo na sa ganitong sitwasyon... LIIT na LIIT ka sa sarili mo...
Mapakahit anong realationship pa yan... mom & daughter, father & son, bestfriends, close friends, lovers....
ALL have experienced JEALOUSY!!!! NA sa halos lahat ng "selosan" blues...
Lahat na ng negative... lahat na ng bad side, naisip naten...
Sometimes... we'd even ask... "GOD, why in world do you have to put me through this madness???"
The QUESTION: DAPAT ba talagang MAGSELOS????
A lot would say no well in fact... they've been jealous for more than a hundred times...
BAKIT HINDI DAPAT... the common reason: YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHT!!!
What kind of reason is that??? Pag sinabi mo yan sa taong nagseselos...
You have just contributed half of his burden... thinking to himself... he really don't have the right...
Well... wala talaga shang karapatan... pero hindi iyon ang reason...
IF YOU'D BE JEALOUS...
it means that YOU DON'T TRUST YOURSELF!!! That you have INSECURITIES sa katawan mo...
you're a LOSER kse you've let yourself believe in all the NEGATIVE thoughts you had regarding the situation...
pero hndi naman lahat... NORMAL lang ang jealousy sa isang RELATIONSHIP.. TAKE NOTE.. RELATIONSHIP ha... kung wala kayong relasyon ng kung sino man.. wala ka talaganag KARAPATAN na magselos sa taong magiging malapit sa kanya or magiging gf/bf nya... pero a RELATIONSHIP without any JEALOUSY even for once in a while... is just a make believe.. it means you don't care at all sa inyong RELATIONSHIP or even sa partner mo...
ETO LANG NAMAN ANG DAPAT ISIPIN EH...
EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A PURPOSE...
At sa lahat ng situation na ganito... na tipong magseselos ka...
Bago ka magselos... isipin mo muna... ano ba talaga ang dahilan nito???
At kung totoo nga ang mga NEGATIVE thoughts na nasa isipan mo...
Don't even dare to question GOD why... just ask for His help...
STOP THINKING ABOUT THAT MATTER na nagpapaselos sayo...
Kase... kung di mo titigilan yan... ikaw naman ang mahihirapan dahil ikaw ang nasasaktan...
AT isipin mo... THERE'S ONLY 1 WAY PARA MATIGIL ANG PAGSESELOS MO...
Mawala ang reason ng pagseselos... which could be done... by...
HAVING AN OPEN MIND...
AND TRUSTING YOURSELF!!!
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posted @ 5/09/2005 10:59:00 PM ||eUniCe
> Suplado: medyo lang.. wag lang super
> Bad boy: ok lang..
> Masculado: hala... wag naman super....
> Guys who give flowers: oo namna noh!
> Smiling face: hmm... ok lang
> Hiphop: YUCK
> Guys who ask permission b4 courting: di naman tinatanong un... gngwa lang
> Has earing/s: nyii... yayaw..
> Chews bubblegum: ok lang... pero wag naman lague.. kakabagan naman un! nyahaha
> Long Hair: uhmm.. basta ba bagay eh
> Antipatiko: NO
> Torpe: sus.. eh torpe nga un eh... hehe pis..
> Computer: uhmm.. ok lang... kelangan sa course namen eh
> Basketball player: UN LANG! oo naman.. =p
> Mestizo: kahit hnde... ayaw ko naman ng mas makinis pa saken! nyahahaha
> Guys who sing well: cge na nga.. kahit hnde...
> Quiet / tame: uhm... di naman mashado
> Cumlaude: professional =)
> Formal: wag naman lagi...
> Friendly: yep...
> Mr. I have an opinion on everything andanything: nyek... pag hinihingi lang ang opinion mo
pwede?
> Motorcyle guy: uhmmm... yayaw
> Rocker: YEP
> Skate boarder: yayaw
> Alaskador (prankster): alaskador? bwahaha.. cge lang..
> Flirt: yayaw
> Mr. Campus Crush and he doesnt knowhe is: ok lang... if he doesnt know he is ha....
> bigotilyo: uhmm.. ayaw
> Painter: anu b un... ok lang
> Galante: kht hnde...
> Mr. Love Letter: yep... i rily love it...
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posted @ 5/09/2005 10:32:00 PM ||eUniCe
1. First Name:
> eUniCe
2. If you were an object, what would yoube?
> bag
3. Among the four elements, what do youwish to weild:
> water
4. Aside from the earth, what is yourfavoriteplanet in the solar system?
> mercury.. don't ask me why? coz i don't even know d answer
5. Among the Greek gods and goddess,who doyou like best?
> athena... zeus
6. If you were a musical instrument, whatwouldyou be?
> piano
7. If you were a dessert, what would yoube?
> hmmm, halo halo
8. If you were a song, what would you be?
> say it/constantly/especially for you
9. If you were an animal, what would yoube?
> tiger...
10. If you could actually fly, where willyou firstgo?
> japan... =)
11. If you won 1 million dollars, what'sthefirst 3things you are going to buy?
> i'll buy MAPUA INSTITUTE OF TECHNOLOGY, house, cars
12. Would you wish to be the oppositegender forat least one day?
> wahaha... pwede
13. In relation to number 12, what's thefirst thingyou will do?
> uhmm... wear brief? bwahahahaha
14. If you were given a chance to go backin timeto change something about you, whatwould it be?
> change something about me.. hmmm.. dat would be secret...
15. If you were to go out with a celebrity,whowould it be?
> hollywood...ashton kutcher.... bwahahaha....local... wala ako maisip
16. If you were a fruit, what would yoube?
> strawberries
17. If it's possible, would you ride acomet?
> y not!
18. Where would you want to getmarried?
> church... simple lang
19. What would you name your first born son?
> eon/ kurt
20. What would you name your first born daughter?
> looj...hehe....
21. If you were to rule a country, what is the first thing you'll do?
> aayusin ko water system... bwahahaha
22. If you got a genie and he grants you3wishes, what are these 3 wishes?
> yumaman,world peace, 3 pang wish
23. If possible, would you like to sleep on a cloud?
> ok lang.. parang masaya eh
24. If possible, would you slide down a rainbow?
> y not...
25. If you were in a band, what would you be playing?
> wahaha... kahit saan ko gusto.. vocalist pwede?
26. What's your favorite holiday?
> christmas
27. Would you want to experience all of life's emotions both good and bad?
> yes... how will you appreciate the good ones if you have no idea kung anong feeling nung bad emotions.. eh?
28. Did you enjoy answering this smallquestionnaire?
> ok lang...
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posted @ 5/07/2005 07:13:00 PM ||eUniCe
Say it
I never wanted nobody
Cause all I want is you
Even when the promises you made me broke just yesterday
I still love you(2x)
Chorus:
Say what you want say what you need
Say anything everything even if its something I don't wanna hear
Even if its something I don't wanna do for you
I will
I wake up late every evening to play with the drawing
Of you it drives me crazy I often hit my head with my shoes
This much is true
The few thing you do for me is good, I hate it when you say less than you should
Sometimes when I'm standing near it seems as though you don't even care
That doesn't sound fair
Bridge:
Everybody needs a little inspiration(when you're down on a sunny day)
I sit there alone thinking what I wanna say (but you'll never listen somehow)
I cringe, I cry in every way feeling so alone I don't wanna be alone.
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posted @ 5/06/2005 11:32:00 PM ||eUniCe
I like dreaming of dancing with you
Talk so endlessly about Jazz and the blues
Sing cry run wild and chase after rainbows
Play in the fields and pain the clear skies
with you
I like swimming in the desert sun
Hold my breath until my face turns blue
Forget school sleep all day and catch the last full show
Will make up stories just to spend an hour a day a week
With you
If you reject me I won't make it,my heart will break in two
I will choke true deep depression if I wake up and you're not there
Cause nothing beats the sensation of being and dreaming
with you
When the rain comes pouring
I'll find a hill high enough for two
Build a castle and live like kings and queens and dream
with you
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posted @ 5/06/2005 11:27:00 PM ||eUniCe
I don't know what I'm supposed to fear right now
Shake me, touch me like you used to
Come closer put your shadow next to mine
Hold me down let me sail away with you tonight
To the edge of nowhere
Where no one has ever been
Hold me down
Before the tide decides to shift beyond the space and time
To a place you bound to be
If I tell you the more I pray the more I hope
Don't look back move forward not fall away
I'm not sorry you left me without a note
Once bitten you don't sleep the same
Every night
Up to now I still watch what I say
I am blinded I need room to figure this out
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posted @ 5/06/2005 11:24:00 PM ||eUniCe
I have finally said it all
Nothing left to hide
Couldn't wait anymore
Now that you know what you know
Better take it slow they'll be answers tomorrow
Once you've found your way
Give me a sign cause I'll never ever know
I hope it's okay
So we can fly far from this world's crazy lies
Don't need a map don't need a plan
Just close your eyes and give me your hand
It'll be fun like we're in dreamland
I have finally said it all
To ease the rising flood that have filled my skin
Excuse me please don't be afraid if I care too much
If I stare too long
Once that you've decided come aboard my ship for a worthwhile trip
All I ever wanted is show you the world thru my own eyes
say its ok.
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posted @ 5/06/2005 11:16:00 PM ||eUniCe
I've been here before
Don't get me wrong I know who you are
With you I know I won’t lose
But lately all the things you say and do
Has got my mind messed up and confused
I know its not me to think you are all alike
It's just everything feels like it used to
I close my blinds it feels like I'm with him but when I open them
I see you
I've been here before with someone else sometime back then
I've been here before its deja vu don't ever wanna be here again
I never wanna be here again
It worries me, I hope its just a phase this ghost is in my mind
I know you're over here and you're my only one but silent melodies
they come and hunt me time after time
He must be playing tricks on me what I hear and what I see
I can't believe what I forsee can't possibly mean nothing the way you act,
look and smile makes me feel like its him.
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posted @ 5/06/2005 11:09:00 PM ||eUniCe
½ wishing
I feel you running in my head
And I think it won’t be long
Before the water from my eyes spill upon my pillow
Call it frustrating call it insane
Why we long for something bigger than us
As I look outside my window I look into your name,
it’s written in the stars that fill the emptiest of nights
If I could find a way to get to you
You know I will be free
From the loneliness that haunts me like your killer melodies
But the more I try to reach you the more I start to see
There’s nothing I can do but wait here.
½ wishing..
I’ll try to hate you if I could
maybe that’ll make me strong
I can break you if I want to
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posted @ 5/06/2005 10:55:00 PM ||eUniCe
its just you...that just simply take me away and the feeling that i'm falling further in love makes me shiver but in a good way....
it's a masterful melody when you call out my name to me...
and i feel like i'm falling but it's no surprise... coz i love you with all that i am though your voice shakes along with your hands cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea but i'd rather be here than on land, yes you're all that i see and you're all that i need...
im out of my league once again...
wala lang!
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posted @ 5/06/2005 10:26:00 PM ||eUniCe
hello... just got home...
galing po ako ng festi... Im with ken... we watched xXx 2....
mas maganda ung kay vin diesel.. nyeheheh....
anyways... it was fun.. though 3 beses namin sha inulit.. ahahahaha...
kelangan nyang umalis ng 4pm eh... kung hndi malamang 4 tyms namin mapapanood un... hehe
kelan kaya ulit kami lalabas... kasi naman busy ako eh.... haaaayyyy....
kelangan ko kasi magseryoso sa studies ko ngayon... and unfortunately... mahihirap pa naman subjects ko ngayong term...
anyways...
sana... wag na akong maging paranoid....
~~... i'm still in the middle of nowhere... still confused... damn... i love you... ~~
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posted @ 5/06/2005 06:56:00 PM ||eUniCe
alam nyo ba ang latest?!
haayyyy.....
alam kong maraming nagvivisit ng blog site ko para makapangalap ng chismis about saken... nyahahaha...
ung mga taong gus2ng maging updated sa nangyayare sa buhay ko...(bkit kaya)
lalo na sa lovelife ko... nyahahaha...
at kilala ko kaio...
pero don't worry... it's ok lang naman eh...
________________________
bat kaya ganun... di ako makagawa ng poem pag masaya ako....
pero pag sobrang lungkot ko naman...
whatever.... ...
cge na po!.....
see yah!!!
update kita always!
promise!
=)
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posted @ 5/05/2005 11:25:00 PM ||eUniCe
1.Song playing at the moment?
-= wala po eh
2.One reason for living?
-= we are all living because we have a purpose.. eh?!
3.Do u think your partner is sexy?
-= nyahahaha.... uu.... laki ng chan nun pagkatapos kumaen eh.. hehe
4.Ever donated blood?
-= uhmm.. not yet... pero gus2 ko...
5.Fav color?
-= /s.... pink, white, blue, black
6.Accessories you usually wear?
-= watch, bangle,necklace, earrings
7.One song to describe a heartbreak in the past?
-= that dont impress me much... lolz
8.Last place you went?
-= cr
9.Last person who disappointed you?
-= ~u know hu u are~
10.The most boring sport?
-= jai alai? nyahaha... walang sport na boring...
11.Ever had a baby?
-= nyek... after 9 years...
12.The funniest movie you watched in the pastweek?
-= past week? wala pa eh... bukas pa.. =)
13. The most romantic gift?
-= bsta bigay ng mahal ko tapos surprise << cge na nga ako den....
14.Sang on stage before?
-= nyahaha... uu.. graduation... pero di ako solo ha...
16.Struck by lightning before?
-= amp... sa tingin mo makakapgtype pa ako ng gan2 kung natamaan ako ng kidlat before?!?
17.Danced with your loved one before?
-= ndi pa.... mukhang masaya yan ah...
18.Ever wished you could turn back time?
-= uhm... dati... before nangyari ang lahat... pero ayaw ko na ulit maramdaman ung naramdaman ko for the past month... kaya wag na lang
19.What would you do if you woke up one day tofind yourself to be someone from the opposite sex?
-= eh ano naman??? depende sa sitwasyon ha
20.One song that's meaningful to you?
-= ay.. ang dami... fall on me.. ung kay yasmein kurdi... true colors.. especially for you...
21.Last person you met?
-= met? di ko na lam
22.What will you be doing tomorrow?
-= uhmm... chikret.. basta, im with ken...
23.Who's your favorite F4 member?
-= nyahahaha.... vaness..
24.One thing you totally regretted doing?
-= di pa regretted... pero sana di ko i - regret... i have lots of frustrations... ive been through depression... but hey! im still here.. alive and kicking ass!
25.Do people like you?
-= i dunno.. i dont have to please everybody...
26.What was the last game you played onthecomputer?
-= pinball... nyahahha
27.Someone who means a lot to you atthe moment?
-= cyempre c ken...
28.The color of your mobile phone?
-= white and pink
29. Do you hate someone at the moment?
-= meron... ma karma sana cya....
30. What do you wish to happen now?
-= sana... maging ok na talaga lahat... tapos sana tuparin nya promises nya and sana... sana lang.. (di ko na kelangan sabihin)
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posted @ 5/05/2005 11:15:00 PM ||eUniCe
Hy.. nand2 ko sa VB lab namin ngayon... at kasalukuyang gumagawa ng program...
at actually, madali lang yung program... TIME PRESSURE LANG!!! nakakaasar!!!
10 minutes lang per program... pucha.... ang haba pa naman...
anyways...
Masaya po ako ngayon... sobra... Finally, ngayon, ito na yata talaga...
WELCOME BACK... bwahahaha...
Sana nga... di na sya bumalik sa ugali nya simula nung (blank_di ko na matandaan kung kelan)... as in todo nawala sya for a month... He told me naman na hinahanap nya pa ang sarili nya... ok... fine...
It's like ibang tao siya... And I'm clueless kung bakit sya nag ka ganon...as in totally CLUELESS...
Ang dami kong iniisip na dahilan kung bakit sya nagkaganon... I even asked him kung "nagddrugs ba cya" bwahahahaha (pero syempre joke lang)... tapos... basta...
Pero ngayon... SANA NGA as in okay na lahat... waaahhh.... ang weird nya kasi...
Panu nangyari?? ganito yun...
We talked sa phone last night (kaya bangag ako ngayon, puyat na naman)... and I was crying and all that stuff... He asked me what's the problem daw.. edi cnbi ko kung bakit... He told me to stop cring na kasi nasasaktan daw cya... I can't help it... something's bothering me and ang mahirap dun.. "hindi ko alam, kung ano yun"
So, ako naman isip ng isip kung anong problema... waaahhh... nakakabaliw...
I was about to quit... I dont know what to do na eh...
Buti na lang... kagabi nga... naisip na nya yung mali...
He promised me na magtitino na cya, and aayusin na daw nya...
hindi sa hindi ako naniniwala... but it's really hard to...
basta di ko ma explain.. i trust him.. that's all i know...
and besides.. i think, there's nothing to worry about...
basta we love each other... and that's it...
basta, bumalik na sya sa dati...
and i'm hoping na di na cya ulit magbago....
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posted @ 5/03/2005 08:31:00 AM ||eUniCe
nothin much happened... di ko alam kung anong ilalagay ko dito...
ngayon... i can say na mas malinaw na....
tapos, sana i made the right decision....
ayun...
muah!
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posted @ 4/28/2005 07:29:00 PM ||eUniCe
picturEs...
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posted @ 4/27/2005 09:49:00 PM ||eUniCe
haaayy... ang traffic!!! kala ko dahil bday ni mayor kaya traffic, pero yun pala, may sumabog na bomb malapit sa munisipyo... nyiii scarryy... anyways... buti na lang i came minutes after the explotion... wahhhh.. imagine... minutes lang... 3rd time na toh na na muntik na ko mapahamak... God loves me talaga... buti na lang.. naihrapan kami sumakay ni Ken kanina sa buendia.. kasi kung naksakay kami kagad, wwaaahhh, malamang nandun na ako sa may munisipyo.. nung time na sumabog yun...yun kasi yung dinadaanan ko talaga eh.... Thank God...
Na miss ko din yung paghahatid ni Ken sakin.. nyehehe... kaya nya nga daw ako hinatid ngyn kasi na miss din nya...
Pero ngyng term, baka di na ren ako mashado magpahatid.. kawawa naman cya eh.. ang hirap sumakay pauwi... di katulad last term... gabi na kasi uwi namin last term kaya madali ng sumakay, ngyn kasi, rush hour... haaayy...
well, un lang po!!! muah!!
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posted @ 4/27/2005 09:18:00 PM ||eUniCe
waahh.. kinakabahan ako sa OOP... huhuhuhu... nyahahaha... i'm insane!!! whatever!
call me whatever you want...
just get a life...
stop sneeking into other people's lives...
finally i can say na we're ok na talaga.. yey..
tama si carmen.. LOVE CONQUERS ALL...
hy carmen!!! hehe..
muah muah muah!!!!
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posted @ 4/26/2005 03:58:00 PM ||eUniCe
shame on you... again, shame on you... So if you possess DEFENSIVENESS... just.. a friend once told me that losers are always swallowed by pride... and i will say it once again losers are indeed swallowed by pride
DEFENSIVENESS(n): defending oneself against aggression, whether attacked by truth or by fiction...
Usually, people who explain their "side" (and insisting that they are innocent) but not being asked to do so, are called DEFENSIVE.
It is an "attitude problem"
often times it is experienced by a person who is under the influence of "anger,insecurity,envy and guilt."
DEFENSIVE people are usually found GUILTY...
Guilty of things he/she knows for a fact that he/she really intended to do it...But never expected that somebody would find out that he/she is just pretending to be innocent of doing such actions...
You don't have to defend yourself from a "crime" you're not even sure if you are one of the suspects..
What if no one accused you?
What if no one pin pointed you as the primary suspect?
then...
YOU ARE A VICTIM OF YOUR OWN SUSPICIOUS MIND...
YOU ARE JUST ACCUSING OTHERS FOR THE CRIME THAT YOU DID.
Because you can't accept the fact that there's no one to blame but yourself...
**A God-fearing person will never condemn others and praise thyself at the same time...
**They never judge, and they do not want to speak immoral words INTENTIONALLY against their brothers and sisters...
People who uses terms that other people doesn't know, are coward.
They don't want their words to be very much perceived, so that the person they are talking with, will appear to be ignorant. So that the person he/she is conversing with, will run out of words. So that everyone could conclude that he/she is right.
But the truth is, they are the ones who appeared to have the ignorance of knowing what it is to be said.
DONT be so affected by the words I say...
IT IS NOT FOR YOU.... AND WILL NEVER BE MEANT FOR YOU...
I DONT CARE WHO YOU ARE...
GET A LIFE...
DO YOUR OWN THING...
the point is....
kung hindi ka pinangalanan, di mo kelangan mag explain ng side mo.. dahil sa dinami dami ng tao na pwede mag react.. bakit NAUNA ka? walang humihingi ng explanation mo...
kung natamaan ka, sorry ka na lang, hindi para sa'yo yun...
sabi nga: ang unang pumutak, sya ang may sala...
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posted @ 4/26/2005 02:26:00 PM ||eUniCe
hy! hello! wala lang! nyahahah... if you're gonna ask me how am I today... i would probably say that I'm BETTER.. yes, I feel a lot better now.. and I'm happy... haayy...
I could say that I'm stronger now.. someone taught me how... I know that nobody's perfect... and there is no perfect situation, perfect event, even perfect relationship... I've learned how to be patient.. I've learned how to control myself... I've learned a lot...
totally healed? I don't know.. all i know is.. I'm a lot better now... haayy....
life nga naman no...
everybody can be unpredictable... even I... hehe..
muah! muah! muah!
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posted @ 4/24/2005 08:17:00 PM ||eUniCe
friday na... and wala lang.. ayos lang... wala naman ako masabi eh.. ehehehe.. pero siguro, di ako mashadong makakapag post... blooddy mga subjects ko ngayon... kelangang mag - aral... haaayyy... tapos... ayun... haayyy..
im working on a new personal website nga pala... assignment kasi namin sa e - commerce.. hehe... cge po.... muah!
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posted @ 4/22/2005 06:45:00 PM ||eUniCe
nakakainis... di na ms. carreon prof namen.... c sir basco na... nakakatakut cya.. eniweiz.. ok lang kasi parang madami kaming matututunan sa kanya...
haaayyy... we havent seen each other today.. la cya class eh...
pero usap kame kanina... nyehehehe.. ang kulet nga eh.. bwahahahaha....
cge na! may assignmen pa kame sa VB!
muah muah muah pipol!
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posted @ 4/19/2005 09:06:00 PM ||eUniCe
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posted @ 4/18/2005 09:52:00 PM ||eUniCe
hmm.... the first time i heard "say it" by mojofly (nung c kitchie pa ang vocalist nun) sobrang na inlove na ako sa voice... so.. i asked my friends kung that girl was the same girl who sang "mata" then sabi nga nila.. iba daw... the girl who sang "say it" was the same girl who sang "wag na wag mong sasabihin"... nainitriga ako lalo kay kitchie nung sinama ako ni tin sa eastwood for her album launching... that was nov. 19 2004... kitchie is very pretty, very mabaet.. hehe.. i got my album signed by her.. and i have lots of pictures with her on my phone... unfortunately... we werent able to watch her performance that night.. kasi late na.. and ang paalam namin sa mom ni tin.. hanggang 12 lang kame.. hayy... sayang... pero ok lang... nakita ko den c barbie of barbie's cradle.. and she's so pretty den..
i was craving for kitchie's song since november of 2004... so sa ngayon medyo "laos" na sya for me.. though ngayon pa lang sumisikat ang sameground in which.. "pinagsawaan ko na".. hehehe... and one of my favorite is "you're worthy".. alamin nyo na lang kung baket...
same with sponge cola.... sa tropa namen.. sponge cola and kitchie nadal were those bands who were "gasgas na"... but still... we love their songs...
there are lots of OPM artists na we really loved... or should i say "i really love".. like... kjwan, sandwich, orange and lemons, urbandub,kitchie, barbie's cradle (kahit nung hungry young poets pa sila) then mojofly(with the new vocalist and ALI ofcourse..hehe) sugarfree,moonstar88, wolfgang,parokya,rivermaya,bamboo,imago, session road, mayonnaise,juana and many more...
and i believe madadagdagan pa yan... and masaya naman makinig sa mga songs nila... you will be proud to be a filipino talaga.. hehe... high spirited pinoy ba ako.. nyahaha.. basta.. masaya!!!
enjoy life while young!... rakrakan na! (tin towenz?!? ikaw ba yan!?!) nyahahah
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posted @ 4/18/2005 08:54:00 PM ||eUniCe
haaayy.... nothin much happened... i think okay naman... medyo kaasar lang ung strike.. anyways...
Prof namen sa OOP si Ms. carreon which is VB na ngayon hndi na java... di ko lam kung matutuwa ako o malulungkot...
sa rizal.. wala pa..
sa e commerce.. c mr. de guia...
sa systad.. wala pa den...
about him... ok naman kame.. same old him.. hehe... masasanay din sya... masasanay din ako.. hehe... muah muah muah pipol!!! nyahahahaha....
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posted @ 4/18/2005 08:31:00 PM ||eUniCe
i am...
~ i love pancakes, donuts, ice cream.. i love sweets!
~ i love sleeping...
~ currently into sports (badminton)
~ i love earrings..
~ i love my friends
~ feeling: confused
~ i want to lose some pounds.. nyahahaha
~ i love him.. you know who you are.
~ i love friendster and blogspot
~ i love pictures of myself..hehe
~ i am a sun subscriber
~ i love rock music
~ i love OPMs..
~ music lover
~ moody
~ loves reading books when i find time..
~ loves to chat with friends...
~ paranoid
~ worrier
~ hates animals...
~ loves to eat..obviously
~ hates pretenders and liars
~ loves deeply
~ i am observant
~ takes advices
~ do advice
~ 2 friendster accounts
~ has xanga and blogspot and livejournal
~ hates plastics
~ hates backstabbers
~ hates butterflies
~ simple yet real
~ resident of camella 1
~ sophomore student of mapua makati
~ taking up information management
~ dtx mania freak
~ pink freak
~narciSsistiC
~ cravings: zagu, vanilla frappe, taro taro...
yan na muna.. nahihirapan na ako mag isip.. heheheh
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posted @ 4/17/2005 08:20:00 PM ||eUniCe
hehehe... "disturbed angel" toinkz.. pinanindigan na daw na angel ako.. ehehehe... wala lang... i just want to chit chat about some stuffs that happened to me during the summer vacation... well, we only have 1 month vacation, it started last March 20, then bukas, April 18, may class na ulit.. Wala pa ngang 1 month dba.. anyways...
march 20 is a sunday, palm sunday.. so nothing much happend.. i'm not able to attend the mass because i'm too sleepy and i'm not feeling well... and that's it...march 19 po kasi ung celebration ng bday ni abi..
then Holy Week na... yun... eto yung week na mahina ang signal ng Sun tapos delayed pa ng 4 hours yung mga messages na dumadating saken.. haayy.. but it's okay...
maundy thursday.. i went to church... special celebration(mass).. every maundy thursday po kasi ang re - enactment ng "paghugas ng paa" ni papa Jesus ng mga Apostles niya..
good friday... dumaan sa street namin ung "daang krus".. senakulo sya actually... and AJ, my brother's friend, plays the role of Jesus Christ... and Chat my childhood friend is Virgin Mary... yun..
the following week was a disaster!! Super.. i was so DISTURBED... i am very depressed... the detailed story will be told later... ahahaha... basta po.. something happened, and until now.. naguguluhan pa din ako dun about sa nangyaring nun..
April 6.. enrollment.. medyo naliwanagan ang mga issues... but still.. di pa ganon ka clear until now.. tapos..ken and I watched nga pala the spongebob squarepants movie.. daming kids sa sinehan..
quick preview of the movie:
it was kinda corny.. pang "kids" talaga sya and spongebob and patrick adventures (or should i say misadventures) started when the crown of (whosoever) was stolen by a mini creature who wants to conquer the bikini bottom... patrick and spongebob decided to look for the lost crown to save mr. crabs.. they have to go to the "Shell City." The rest was history.. nyahaha...
aion...
then yun.. medyo sad pa din ako.. basta... tignan na lang natin sa pasukan...
april 7 - 10... movie marathon with my camella friends... tapos.. chikahan na din with them about our childhood memories.. hehe...
april 11... movie marathon with melise lang.. dito sa house.. kaming 2 lang, c keh kasi nagpprepare na for her debut.. c Grace galing duty, so pagod sya (she's taking up nursing), c zyena nag enroll then c jing, di cya pwede kasi kasam nya c david, her bf...
april 12... same old story.. walang available.. kami lang ni melise.. pero di kami nag movie marathon..
april 13... start kami mag badminton.. kaming 3.. (keh, melise,ako).. naka 1and a half hours lang kami.. kasi naman.. 3 lang kami..
april 14... badminton again, but this time, with tita bubu and tita magda.. hayy.. it was a nice game.. we played doubles and di sya masyadong tiring kasi masaya.. after that tita bubu and tita magda, drop us off in mcdo, dun kasi kami 3.. nag lunch...
april 15, friday.. badminton... this time, with tita bubu, morris and melise.. yun.. medyo tiring kasi sakit nga ng katawan ko.. 3 consecutive days ba naman kami mag badminton dba.. hehe...
yesterday... nothing much happened...dito lang ako sa bahay.. nanood ng tv.. another boring day..
parang ngayon... i went to church... update my blogspot.. nag friendster.. nag chat.. nanood ng the buzz.. ng nginiiig...ayun...matutulog din ako ng maaga mamaya... 9 am kasi class ko tomorrow..
panu nga pala yun bukas, may nationwode strike daw ang jeepney drivers pati buses yata.. waaahhh... panu ako papasok...
well, whatever happens, kwento ko n alang tomorrow sa inyo... hahaha... muah muah muah pipol..hehe
my camella friends!!
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posted @ 4/17/2005 07:06:00 PM ||eUniCe
Sometimes, you can't believe what you see, you have to believe what you feel. And if you are ever going to have other people trust you, you must feel that you can trust them too - even when you're in the dark... even when you're falling...
-from the book "Tuesdays with Morrie"
I'm scared... I'm scared of not being with you...
-(isipin nio kung saan yan.. hehe)
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posted @ 4/17/2005 12:29:00 PM ||eUniCe
waaahh... last day na ng vacation namin.. start na naman ng class tomorrow... this summer... haayy.. dami kong ups and downs... for the last i think 29 - 30 days... madaming nangyari... i've learn a lot... i've been hurt... and now, i'm trying to recover, i dont know what to feel, i dont know what to do, i dont know what to expect.. all i know is.. i have to be happy.. nagsasawa na ako ng malungkot, pagod na pagod na ako mag isip ng kung anu ano... Siguro nga tama si tin, "paranoid" lang ako.. kung anu ano kasi naiisip ko, pero ganito talaga ako.. mahilig mag observe..
I don't know how to describe myself now... stronger? broken?... i dont know.. im confused..parang first time nangyari saken lahat ng nangyare...
nahirapan ako.. nasaktan ako.. pero im still happy... but not too happy.. gulo noh?
basta... tignan na lang naten sa pasukan... i'm hoping na mas maging maayos.. at malinaw ang lahat...
ayaw ko na masaktan... sobra na yun...
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posted @ 4/17/2005 12:16:00 PM ||eUniCe
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posted @ 4/17/2005 11:23:00 AM ||eUniCe
after several weeks... nakapag post den... haayy... ayoko pa kasi magkwento eh.. ehehehehe.... ayun.. excited na koh magpasukan...pero madyo scary... hehe.. takut ako sa java eh... ahihihihi...
basta... sa ngayon.. im still on the process of healing... hehehe.. and... basta... see yah!
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posted @ 4/14/2005 10:52:00 PM ||eUniCe
my thoughts are real...
i say what i feel...
damn...
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posted @ 3/28/2005 01:53:00 PM ||eUniCe
i tried to pretend that im happy... so that you will be happy...
i smile... so the pain won't show
i act numb... to cover up my sorrows...
but i'm not a great pretender....
and i do know how to cry...
and i'm not a good actress...
loneliness hidden behind me is now revealed...
tears i'm preventing to flow.... suddenly pours...
sensitivity overcomes me...
i'm hurt...
it's painful...
but...
i'm ready..
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:: i'm not as strong as you think... in fact, i'm weak.. very weak... weaker than you can ever imagine...::
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posted @ 3/28/2005 12:58:00 PM ||eUniCe
And I can lie next to you, but I can't lie to you
So walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain,For you the future's easy, so don't weep,
for me it's getting.. Steep
I loved you for exactly who you are,
And I'd say you've come the nearest yet by far,
And I can lie next tou you, but I can't lie to you
So walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain,For you the future's easy,
so don't weep, for me it's getting
Steeper and in the dark that's where I want to be
Deeper, I'm going somewhere you won't want to see...
So walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain,For you the future's easy, so don't weep
Yes I will watch you,Walk into the sun and watch me
Run into the rain drops
For you the future's easy, so don't weep
For me it's getting...
Steep.
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posted @ 3/27/2005 10:40:00 PM ||eUniCe
my heart is crying out loud...
if you're the one who makes me happy...
you're also the one who always makes me cry...
my eyes doesn't want to cry anymore...
but deep inside... it's hurting...
i don't know...
my tears won't fall...
it's stuck inside me...
it's trapped...
the feeling is nailed in my heart...
something inside me is drowning...
something in me wants to shout...
it's like my soul wants to escape...
my chest wants to explode...
why?
it is you who makes me calm..
you're the reason why i'm crying..
you're the reason why i'm smiling...
you're the reason why i'm hurting...
please...
don't be the reason why i'm living...
coz if you're gone...
i know i will move on....
coz i have to...
but...
can i make it through...
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posted @ 3/27/2005 10:21:00 PM ||eUniCe
well, it's good friday na.. papa Jesus will be nailed to the cross na mamayang 3pm... hayyy...
malas ako kagabi: kasi po.. hndi ako nakakrecieve ng messages.. what's wrong sa sun?? hayy... yan ang hirap sa Sun eh.. bwiset.. hanggang ngayon di pa den ako nakakreceieve... delayed lang naman sya.. pero naman.. dbah!?!?!
kanina nga pala may "Daang Krus" dito samen.. senakulo cya actually.. hehe.. wala lang..
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posted @ 3/25/2005 12:17:00 PM ||eUniCe
... arghh.. there's nothing to do... huhuhu... i'm so bored... waahhh.. i'll go to church later naman eh...atleast... im trying to lessen my sinssss..... hehe... muahz...
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posted @ 3/24/2005 03:11:00 PM ||eUniCe
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posted @ 3/23/2005 01:25:00 PM ||eUniCe
damn.. what's wrong with blogspot.. ang haba na ng ginawa ko kanina.. DAMN!!
Anyways.. as i was saying.. im nnot feeling well today kasi i have colds.. yes, colds.. kahit summer na.. nagpuyat kasi ako last Saturday, it was Abi's 18th brthday celebration, syempre may inuman.. masaya sa birthday nya.. ang dami kasing tropa ni Abi.. medyo madaming tao.. pagdating namin dun.. kain kagad.. tapos videoke.. tapos pagdating nina Ken, inuman na.. grabeh.. ang gulo ng at4.. may mga tumumba.. may mga nag throw up (yuckz).. may mga matatag... pero ang ingay talaga ni manapil.. sus..nyahahah... and last Saturday din available ang grades namin.. pero nagkaroon ng problem sa grades ng mga IM.. badtrip.. we wont be able to see our grades hanggang march 29... bakit kaya!?! natatakot tuloy ako.. baka may bagsak ako.. huhuhuhu.. some of them nagcecelebrate kasi walang bagsak.. yey!! galing galing clap! clap! clap! congratz!! blow out naman dyan! pero ung iba nagluluksa kasi first time bumagsak.. haayy.. well i think that's life.. anyways.. ang saya naman kina abi.. kasi ang gugulo nga nila.. laughtrip s ka foodtrip.. saya den kasi matagal kaming magkasama ni ken.. minsan lang kasi yun.. sweet nya nga that tme eh.. i dunno why.. nyahahaha.. siguro na miss lang ako. kasi 1 week din kaming di nagkita.. hayy.. panu yan.. baksayon na ngayon.. 1 month kaming di magkikita.. tapos ala pang signal ang "sun" sa room ko.. waahhh.. di ko tuloy makausap pag gabi.. sa landline tuloy kami lagi.. haayy.. pero ok lang.. happy naman ako ngayon.. basta... cge.. mmmmuuuaahh!!!
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posted @ 3/22/2005 12:34:00 PM ||eUniCe
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posted @ 3/19/2005 12:26:00 AM ||eUniCe
natuloy din sa wakas ang rally sa rcbc.. malawakang rally... pero saglit lang kasi ako dun eh.. may class kasi kame.. LAST DAY NA NG HELL WEEK... haayy... kaya ngyn lang ako nakapag post d2 eh... kaka hell week lang.. cge..
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posted @ 3/11/2005 11:03:00 PM ||eUniCe
:: a very heartwarming scene ::
Yesterday, March 4 2005.. a rally was held in front of the RCBC Plaza in Makati.. Kahit umulan.. hndi nag pa awat ang ma students.. Although nalaman ko lang yun pagdating ko sa school, and although 12 -3 pm lang sya, I think, it's worth it naman.. Madaming nag motorcade na cars na may mga nakadikit na "NO TO MALAYAN" and "VIVA MAPUA!!!" So, nag suggest yung isa kong friend na may tsikot(actually van) na sumama kami sa motorcade.. so we did, sumali kami ang worst thing about it was.. walang takip ang plate no. nung sinasakyan namin.. and may spy ang admin kahapon dun na kumukuha ng pix.. habang umiikot kami dun, nakikita ko yung mga students, sobrang nakaka uplift ng spirit kapag nakakakita ka ng mga taong nagsamasama as one and.. fighting for one reason..yun nga lang i don't know kung anong mangyayari dun sa mga makikita sa pix.. pero sana naman huwag i suspend.. Well, sabi naman ni Vea.. nobody will be penalized in attending such rallies kasi everobody is encouraged to practice their freeodm of speech.. well, hindi naman nang harass ang mga naki rally yesterday, nag cause nga lang ng trafiic.. and may permit ung rally na naganap kahapon.. Ang epal nga ng mga Swat(kung swat man sila) na nasa harap ng building, kung todo sheild pa and helmet.. as if naman makikipag barilan ang mga students sa kanila.. ahahaha.. nakakatawa nalang sila.. paranoid na.. anyways.. I am very proud to be a part of it.. I'm a part of Mapua's History na.. Saka, kahit hndi kami nakakpunta sa mga rallies sa Intramuros, I think, kahit papano, may ginawa naman kami para MAIPAGLABAN ang name ng school. So sana, pakinggan ng Admin ang simpleng hiling ng mga students na nagpapakahirap makapagtapos sa school na toh.. May pag - asa pa.. Just pray.. and be proud to be a MAPUAN.. VIVA MAPUA!!!
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posted @ 3/05/2005 06:14:00 PM ||eUniCe
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posted @ 3/02/2005 09:15:00 PM ||eUniCe
... miss you... nyahahaha
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posted @ 3/01/2005 11:39:00 PM ||eUniCe
lapit na naman summer.. woohoo..
baby pic ko.. summer din yan sa beach.. nyahaha...
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posted @ 3/01/2005 11:06:00 PM ||eUniCe
Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong
You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together
Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through
Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice
Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happyWouldn't it be nice
You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice
Good night my baby
Sleep tight my baby
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posted @ 2/27/2005 09:07:00 PM ||eUniCe
:Imperfection:
doesnt always have to be "something not good"
nobody's perfect..
all of us has our own imperfections..
everyhting seems to be imperfect...
What's the meaning of "perfect" to you anyway!?
If everything seems to be right?
Everything seems to be "OK"
In fact, things are meant to happen that way..
Whether we like it or not..
Because everything has it's own purpose..
Any event, any situation, any time, any thing...
We just have to be ready..
Ready to accept everything..
Even if it's hard, even if it will hurt us..
Who knows what will happen next?
If we're ready to face the fact that it's meant to happen...
Then imperfection soons become perfect...
and everything will be just fine...
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posted @ 2/26/2005 12:34:00 PM ||eUniCe
gIrL friEnds are always "a blessing".. hehe... We are supposed to do a project at zappy's house today, pero nagchikahan lang kame (sah,tel,zap).. Si alvin ang gumawa ng project namin, hehe.. anyways... I am so blessed talaga to have you guys.. eh gurls pla.. hehe.. kasi, any topic, basta everyone can relate, pwedeng pag usapan.. Saka, di ka din nila pipilitin kung ayaw mo mag share.. I mean, kung sa tingin mo, dapat sarilinin na lang, hahyaan ka na lang nila.. hehe... Honestly, kaya gusto ko ng mga overnight kasi I learn from their stories, advices, etc.. Saka,i know na mapapagkatiwalaan sila... We've been together na since first term pa.. 1 year and a half.. tama ba? yata.. oo tama.. hehe mag ttwo years na sa july...hehe.. And lagi kami kina zap nag ssleep over.. and ang saya kahit sabi nya may mumu.. kahit na lagi na kami dum.. we are always welcome.. hehe.. And sana, maulit pa ulet.. Bonding lague.. mga epal.. nyahahahahaha... peace.. ^.^
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posted @ 2/24/2005 10:16:00 PM ||eUniCe
:: im not a writer so if this sucks.. damn you :: peace
it makes you sad
it makes you mad
it bothers you
it hurts you
sometimes you bleed
often times u weep
not that easy to fall away
but too easy to fall for
everybody's playing
with such disguise
fools often complain
with everybody's game..
got it?
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posted @ 2/22/2005 08:57:00 PM ||eUniCe
Yesterday, (Monday, February 21 2005) our classes were cancelled.. Why? because of the "Malayan University" issue that has been bugging the Mapuans for weeks.. It causes a lot of trouble inside the Makati campus.. as well as in intramuros i guess. Most of the students were unsure if there will be classess from Monday to Wedenesday, because, according to the "notomalayan.tk"(the official website of the united mapuans) the students have to wear black and BOYCOTT all their classess in both campuses.. But there are "gossips" that the said BOYCOTT was cancelled.. These "chikas" spread through text and Ym instant messages and also in Emails.. so some students went to school to attend to their respective class. On the other hand, MOST of the students, yes, i said MOST, did'nt attend their classes because of the announcement on the said website.. and unfortunately, I'm one of them.. Well, what can I do? ibalik ang oras?!? duh.. one of my friends called me, eto sabi nya "tol, wag ka na pumasok, hinaharang ng SC ung mga pumapasok, pinauuwi na lang." So, i thought, there will be no classess na talaga.. Pero kaninang morning, nalaman ko na, "there were students who attended their classes, and some of them were from the SC din.." Bu*lsh*t dba!? Then yung iba na minus 20 pa sa quiz dahil umabsent.. hayy.. I can't blame them kung matawag silang mga "sipsip sa prof" or, mga "tuta ni vea" some of them kasi "DAW" bumabaligtad na... nagiging coward na, at ayaw ng labanan ang Admin... Well, "HOW WILL A FIGHT PURSUE IF THE SOLDIERS DOESN'T EVEN KNOW THE TRUE MEANING OF UNITY?" as in DIVIDED... ano, tanggapin na lang natin na MALAYAN na tayo? Sad but true.. If all of us will not cooperate, nothing will happen, everything will remain the same.. MAPUANS.. minsan na nga lang tayo mag PROTEST, palpak pa.. ano ba yan.. Kung gusto nyo na ma retain ang pangalang MAPUA.. then DO SOMETHING! LET YOUR VOICE BE HEARD... We all know how hard it is to study in this institution, we also know that our tuition fee is too expensive to waste time on sh*t announcements.. And sana maisip nyo na.. Hindi na ganon ka ganda ang quality ng education sa school na to, nabawasan yun dahil sa QUARTERMS, so ang talagang pinanghahawakan na lang natin when we graduate is the "NAME OF OUR BELOVED INSTITUTION." reality bites.. aminin man natin o hindi, pero ito ang totoo...
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posted @ 2/22/2005 05:50:00 PM ||eUniCe
r u n a w a y a n g e l
:: mojofly ::
Have you seen an angel tonight?
You know which way she arrived?
She couldn't have gone too far..
Too afraid I was just like that...
Checked out all the stores
The ones where she hangs out
She never said goodbye
Afraid she won't get by
This is all about you so you better run home soon
*Why don't you sit down and relax?
Think of all the reasons to head back.
Just don't forget where you got
Cause someone you areThe wings on your back
Before you're far away....
I've been hearing over news
Although it seems not right
She's dancing without shoes
You didn't teach her that?
Two months of thinking over(It occured, it never right)
Truth hidden by the lies
Wasn't either from the stars
The world unsteep without the angel
Could you ever gone that far?
*Why don't you sit down and relax?
And you'll have all the reasons to get high
Erase the questions from the past
They're no good to askJust stick with the facts
*Why don't you sit down and relax?
And gather up all the reasons to head back
Don't you regret what you've done
You're prayed for the fun
Enough with the hot
Remember who told you that?
No one prays without the angel
You know it's always been that way
And no one sings without me
So you better come home soon
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posted @ 2/21/2005 12:05:00 PM ||eUniCe
daphne's bulletin post in friendster was the very reason why i came up to the idea of making this blogspot... why? my purpose of having this is to freely express myself.. the other side of "eunice" the white background explains it all.. and yes.. angels do fall... thanx to EvonE.. after several clicks.. yes, clicks.. i decided to have this skin.. well, isn't it beautiful.. i guess it was made for me.. hehe.. thanx for your attention.. til next time.. one more thing: i'm trying to make a "skin" hmmm... just trying.. =)
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posted @ 2/21/2005 11:54:00 AM ||eUniCe
"sometimes it's hard to do something that you dont even know if there's a bit of chance for you to succeed... sometimes.. you just have to take the risk... you must try... even if it hurts... even if it will make you cry... after all.. you've done your part... it's easier to accept that you can't do anything now, when you know that you fought hard for it..."
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posted @ 2/21/2005 11:50:00 AM ||eUniCe
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posted @ 2/21/2005 11:43:00 AM ||eUniCe
.. im a once a lost soul.. a free spirit.. looking for something i wasn't sure if it really exist.. a self dependent.. almost happy.. until the darkness fell.. oceans of red and pink overflows in the midst of nowhere.. im found.. but not wounded.. im healed..
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posted @ 2/21/2005 10:54:00 AM ||eUniCe
woohoo.. amazing
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posted @ 2/20/2005 10:44:00 PM ||eUniCe
when..
it started as a game
whoever wins gets the chance of being superior to the other
but..
hey, this is not a game..
we're both fooled by a disguise..
we are happy..
so happy that we can't even afford to wake up another morning knowing that one of us has faded...
we've both learned how to move on..
learned how to be strong..
learned how to love again..
until when..
as long as we're sharing the same feeling?
as long as we live?
as long as we're strong?
until when?
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posted @ 2/20/2005 07:19:00 PM ||eUniCe
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Name: eUnice kristin velasco
Bdae: november 15 1986
Nicks: nish, unish, unisha
Skool: mapua makati
Food: sweets! chocolate!
Drinks: frappe... red tea
Pastimes: blogging,singing,reading books, teevee,surfing d net
People: REAL
People:
COPYCATS
BIATCH
PLASTIC
LIAR
PRETENTIOUS
ASSHOLES
Food: okra.. haha
i pod.. gusto ko ng i pod
doll shoes
white flip flopS..
new pair of capri pants
new tops
new cap
new bag
new celfone..hayy nokia 6680.. haayy
stay fit..harhar
my Lil' devil ;)
i want to be happy..syempz
ayoko na masktan
i dont want to be alone
i want to be a band member..asa..
i want to learn ice skating..hehe
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